Love.
The strongest feeling someone can ever have.
The feeling that creates families or is just unconditional.
The feeling that puts people together if it's the same for both.
I can't say I have loved a boy yet. I love my family, but this is a different type of love.
I look around me and see people, teenagers who have strong relationships and love each other. And they are the luckiest.
I have never had this kind of luck, not even for a simple relationship. I wonder sometimes how my life would have looked if I had a boyfriend. It would be happier. I would feel loved. I would have someone next to me. I would go out at romantic dinners with him.
But this is just one dream that I have.
I wish I had in real life this dream. I mean, not a dream. Reality. I wish my life to be different that the way it is now. I keep going as I have gone for the past years. I think I have to change something, but what?
Easy to think about it, hard to do this. Why is life so unfair to us? Why we cannot be happy when we wanna be? Why nobody loves me? Wait, there is someone. My family. My friends, maybe, I'm not so sure about it anymore.
Yeah, but I want another kind of love, my dear. To kiss him. Hug him. Be with him for a long long time. Be happy together. Go explore the world together. Be someone to him, not just a friend. A lover. How great it sounds, 'lover'.
For now, I will continue dreaming until the "Prince Charming" comes to me. I'm not that type of person that makes the first step. And I'm a girl. Boys should be gentlemen, not us. I will wait until he comes. I hope someday my dream will come true. Until it will.
YOU ARE READING
Stories
RandomIt's hard for me to recognize my mistakes. It's hard to love. It's so much harder to be loved back. It's hard to trust yourself. It's so much harder to trust the people around you. It's easy to not be yourself. It's easy to pretend being someone el...
