Her Handwritten Letter||BTS FanFiction

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Jimin

Yoongi

Jimin stood up and took his place in front of everyone. His dyed pink hair resembled the color of his cheeks. There were visible tear stains on his face, but he cleared his throat and looked at everyone.

"I starved myself."

Wow. Another surprise.

"I stopped eating because of the many comments I received. People would say my face was fat, that I was as fat as a hippo, no offense to the hippos in the world, and that I ate like a pig. Even my so called parents said I was fat and that I needed to lose weight. They often ridiculed me and made fun of me in front of their friends.

I began to hate myself and my body. I began to see myself fat in my reflection every time I passed by mirrors or windows. I began to loathe myself.

I wanted to be liked. I wanted to have an acceptable appearance so people would like me. So my parents would accept me and love me.

So, I did what many people did in my situation...

I starved myself.

At first, I ate smaller portions than usual.

Then I reduced that to half it's size.

Then half of that.

Then...

I stopped eating in general.

I only lived off on water.

I became thinner and lighter.

But I still saw myself as fat.

So I made myself throw up constantly.

I still wasn't satisfied.

As time went on, I grew paler and unhealthier, but I still wanted that body.

Eventually...when I stepped on the scale...