Her Handwritten Letter||BTS FanFiction

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Thoughts Before Actions

Yoongi

I was sitting on my bed, facing my window. It was a really sunny day today. The sky was decorated with big, white, fluffy looking clouds. The occasional breeze would carry a few of the blossoms of the trees away with it. It was a beautiful sight to see.

But...

My thoughts kept drifting to K.

'I miss you so much. You have no idea what the size of the hole you left in me is. You took a huge piece of me with you when you left me. You took a piece of my soul with you and left me with the smaller piece.

You never even gave me a chance to tell you how much I love you.

Love.

Not loved.

Love.

Because I still love you K. My feelings for you didn't die when you did. I know I'm also at fault because I had a lot of time, but I was a coward, no matter how brave I seem to the others.

My feelings for you only ever grew stronger and no matter where I go, I see your beautiful face.

I hear your angelic voice.

I feel your delicate touch.

Whenever I close my eyes and drift into a deep slumber, there you are.

I see you beside me, staring into my eyes with your beautiful dark orbs.

I see a small smile on your pink lips.

Your hair frames your delicate face and makes your soft, sun kissed skin look even more glorious.

I reach out to caress your freckled cheeks, only to wake up and find myself alone.

I have cried many nights since you've gone.

You are everywhere.

In my head.