Painful Love | Jikook Fanfic

Part 40: Safe

The author's note below is iimportant (well kinda) so please read! Thank you! Enjoy this chap!
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Author's POV

"Sir! J-Jimin-ssi s-stopped b-breathing!" A female nurse panted, her hands resting on her knees trying to calm her beating heart.

Jungkook's world crashed.

'Jimin stopped breathing...' Those 3 life-changing words echoed in his mind. The 3 other friends gasped while Jungkook shook his head.

"W-What do you mean h-he stopped b-breathing?! Huh?! He can't die!! You hear me?! Jimin. Can't. Die." He said in a threatening tone, his tears on the verge of falling.

"But-" The nurse tried but stopped when her eyes met those of the dark and wild ones of Jungkook.

"Where is Jimin?" He asked in a cold yet threatening tone. "Where is he?" He asked again. The nurse shivered at Jungkook's sudden intimidating aura and pointed towards the left. Jungkooo cocked an eyebrow and nodded coldly. He just couldn't bear anything against his Jimin. How dare someone say that Jimin stopped breathing? Because he is!

'He is alive... He can't fucking leave me! I won't let that happen!' He thought to himself, fisting his palm. Just as Jungkook was about to open Jimin's room, Namjoon and several nurses came out, worry and fear written all over their face.

"K-Kook, w-wait I-" Namjoon stopped when Jungkook pointed a finger at him signalling him to keep quiet. It was the first time Jungkook showed his dark aura. He was always the usual happy-to-go guy. Always smiling and laughing. This was unusual.

"Where is MY Jimin?" He asked calmly emphasizing on the word 'my'. Namjoon gulped visibly and opened the door, moving aside to let Jungkook enter. The latter held his breath as he entered the cold white room wishing for Jimin to run and engulf him in his comforting hug. The heart monitor was in a straight green light showing that Jimin's heartbeats stopped. His chest was flat. It was not heaving up and down like he usually did when 'sleeping'. Jimin's face was pale and his lips were as plump as they were when they had their first eye-contact. What changed was the color. His lips was no longer the same naturally pinkish red but it was the palest pink with hints of white. Oh how Jungkook's heart hurt at the sight on front of him.

Jungkook walked closer to Jimin, his pace becoming slower and slower as the clock on the wall ticked. Jungkook collapsed on the chair beside Jimim's bed and cried his heart out while holding onto Jimin's cold immobile fragile hand.

"Why...?! Why Jimin why?! Just... Why?!" Jungkook cried out, still holding onto Jimin's hand.

"Was I that bad to you?! Won't you give me a fucking chance Jimin?! I promise, I won't ever lay a finger on you. I will shower you with only love and love! Jimin! I love you! I seriously love you! You were one that was always in my heart and mind! I was the stupid one not to realize my feelings for you sooner! You're the best thing that ever happened to me Jimin! You, Minjung and Jungmin mean the world to me. How could you just leave us and go away?! Don't you fucking care about me Jimin?! About our babies?! Tell me Jimin! Tell me! Talk to me! Curse me! Slap me! Abuse me! But please talk to me... It's been so many months since I last heard your beautiful voice... Please Jimin please... I beg of you! Come back... Please come back... For me. For us. For our families and friends. For our babies. Please! I love you Jimin! I really very do! Please... I will die without you Jimin! I can't-" His voice finally cracked. His eyes stinged. The burning sensation getting worse and worse. His throat hurting because of the constant yelling. He squeezed Jimin's hand and buried his face in the bed sheet, sniffling.

"Please... I... I... Love you Ji-Jimin." He whispered one last time when he suddenly heard the heart monitor beeping again. He looked up with his teary bloodshot red eyes to see the previous straight green line moving into small waves. He straightened himself up and saw Jimin breathing unevenly. His eyes were closed tightly as if seeing something he didn't like.