8/22/14 (to the EX)
i saw you kiss her this morning and you're eyes were on me
so obviously
so deliberately
plotting on my sensitive heart
you knew i used to love you
you know sometimes i still think about you
even if i'm with him
and you're with her, still thinking about me
that shit don't hurt like it used to
you always act like i hurt you
when you're the one who broke my heart
and now that it's broken again, i'm so out of my zone
in my sick dark world of rainy romance and dreary desire, i wish it had been you
i'm familiar with loving you, hating you, wanting you
i did all that shit over and over for eight months
i must be crazy cuz i dn't know if i'm ready to stop...
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tales of a bittersweet love affair.
Non-Fictionpoems about the boys in my life, in my present and in my past.