tales of a bittersweet love affair.

what they want.

8/22/14

why do i keep crying when i cant feel the pain boys never wanna love never wanna relax never wanna cuddle or be vulnerable and intimate, let you see their inside out, let you do the things you know you can, they always want so much more more than you can give they get off on your pain they walk away with dry eyes and no remorse leaving you empty unhappy unfulfilled wondering why. im aware of my qualities, why isn't he? im as close to perfect as a girl can get and he still wants more. how can i be everything to you monday and nothing to you friday? how can you lie so convincingly and so often? boys never wanna make you smile just to see it never wanna love you for you only for ywhat you can do for them, never wanna hear you talk just to hear your voice or hug just to know you're there. and when you say you'll never leave it means nothing to them. they hurt your heart and walk away. leaving you to feel the pain.