such a curious girl. with eyes so wide
my innocence is obvious
as well as untrue
if i told you about my past, what would you say
would you dismiss me or try or try to be a part of my future
if you don't want love and loyalty
exit stage left
or tell me upfront
i hate liars (so don't try to stunt)
i know what you want
i can see it in your eyes
i know just what you want
you're no different from the rest
even being so aware of this, my curiosity proves to be my weakness
so i give you a chance
maybe a mistake
maybe not
living life with no regrets
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fwb dont want no bae he just wanna touch he just wanna love and eventually fuck but i don't care it won't hurt me, why? cu he's honest and honesty i can depend on, no matter how harsh no matter how hurtful i can appreciate the guts that comes with it. just like he understands my insanity. the way i sacrificed for you and you pretended to want me back ever though you're with that other bitch
well ask that other bitch what she knows about the insanity that'll eventually drive you to come back to me
ask her if she nows what im capable of
ask yourself whose better (i know it's not her)
you're so fucking replaceable
you're so fucking replaceable
so when you text me or call me asking me if i got a bae or if we can go back or if you can touch me again think about the decision you made an hour ago and tell me it wasn't the worst of you're life. there's nothing better than a loyal, loving freak like me i bet you'll never find another freak like me (but i promise i'll find another you)
cuz you're so replaceable
so fucking replaceable
unlike me
YOU ARE READING
tales of a bittersweet love affair.
Non-Fictionpoems about the boys in my life, in my present and in my past.