tales of a bittersweet love affair.

lone.

i dont like this one.

8/24/14

i knew you couldn't leave me lonely for long, cuz you couldn't be lonely for long. you know i'd never leave you lonely. even if i love and don't trust you cuz of our past few days of romantic destruction and all the damage you've done to my heart, i'd still let you be a piece of me. it's so clear to me that you think so little of yourself when you don't have to. i see all your qualities hidden past the surface and you now you better than i do, so why don't you see them too? making yourself pathetic when you don't have to be. don't you see that i make you make more sense? i would never hurt you or lie to you or make your mindset your reality, i just want you to see you for who you really are. so many friends and so little family. so much potential but so little faith. rushing your way through life cuz you don't want anybody to leave you anymore like everyone else. don't you know they leave me too? why would you leave me like that when you know they all leave me too? in some ways, i'm just like you. we can't stand this lonely feeling. nobody to tell my jokes to, or hold me close because i'm afraid of the dark, you know what i want is what you want to.

don't fight it when you know that it's requited

in a ugly world who wants to be alone