A new life (allegiant sequal)

distraction

hers the letter with a little intro to how Tobias came across it ....

~Jess

TOBIAS POV:

"what happened?" uriah says

"i dont know but we cant let her do this i will get weapons everyone get ready and meet at mine in 5 mins go" i run hoping to catch her.

" i will grab Caleb on the way to mine as well" christina shouts back

i get to the trainning room and gather up weapons for everyone realizing that trsi has taken some for her smart girl i run with the duffle bag of guns and knieves to my room where i get changed and wait for the others they all come together and we all dish out weapons we approach the door until i notice a note tapped to the dresser next to the door in plain ight i noticed our names and tris'' writing.

"guys look at this" i wave the letter then i read it aloud so everyone can hear....

Dear my darling four and my amazing friends,

                     I hope you are here reading this with the rest of our friends as they will want to hear this. But first of all I do believe I owe you an explanation;

So I realized it was Marcus simply on the basis that he hates me and that he knows about your special qualities so therefore why wouldn’t he say to leave you as well and also because he knows that you leaving me would kill both of us and I wouldn’t be able to live knowing I am doing you more harm than I am worth.

Christina- you have been there for me since my first task in initiation and no one else has been there for from the start like you have. Your candor blabber mouth may be a weakness to you yet your past always helps me and you stay connected as you can read me like a book and can tell when I’m sad angry and also when I’m lying which isn’t the best thing for me. But you are my best friend or couldn’t have wished for someone better to stick with throughout initiation. You have a brilliant fashion sense went meant shopping a lot which yes I didn’t enjoy very much but it always cheered me up as I did look admirable in the clothing you gave me. You always knew how to cheer me up thank you.

Uriah- God you idiot! I don’t know what to say to you other than you are just like a candor me and you have always been close even during initiation and I thank you for that as you gave me that feeling of being dauntless.I didn’t think that any of you dauntless borns noticed me as I was weak and shy, I also had to act vulnerable so that I wasn’t harmed by peter molly or drew again you Marlene and Lynn took me in and showed me what it was like to be truly dauntless. Finally thank you for trusting me with your secret it made me feel wanted and known.

Shauna- We have become rather close to you although at first I thought you would be quite snobby(sorry) I’m sorry I couldn’t save hector for you and that Lynn died, but the people you have today you must never let them leave your sight as you don’t know when they also would disappear. Don’t dwell on those you’ve lost as the present can be changed the past cannot. Thank you for sticking up for me on the first night we met I never forgot that.

Zeke- Ezekiel wow I also like Shauna first met you at the top of the Hancock building you helped me into the harness and set my free like a bird. I regret the thoughts I had about you when you were at Erudite I never knew you was an informant and I believe that you did a bigger job than what we all did waiting around for another attack you were brave and dauntless even though you could have been caught at any point. I am so happy that four has you as a best friend over everything that happens take care of him and don’t let him do anything you wouldn’t do for Shauna. He is all you have and you have always been there for him when his parents where rebelling against each other. You are strong and he needs someone to help him, thank you in advance for that.

Caleb- you may have been a traitor and sent me to my death 2 or 3 times, yet no doubt you are my brother someone for the first 16 years of my life I couldn’t live without. You are forgiven for what you have done to me as it helped me become stronger and brought me closer to the one I loved which taught me a very important lesson. Please don’ t believe it was your fault I nearly did that night I couldn’t let you die and I thought my divergence would keep me alive. Thank you for protecting me in those first 16 years I wouldn’t have become tris without you.

Four- okay.. I’m already crying from the others yet yours will bring a down pour. Where do I start you were the first kind eyes I met here at dauntless, stern yet a strong vibrant blue with showed innocence and capable of love. You protected me through all my battles and stuck to me like glue to do so without you I wouldn’t have passed so thank you. I love you so much that I can’t dare think of what this will do to you yet I know this is for you as this will help and I can’t put you in danger anymore it’s not fair on you. Your dad has hurt you and I won’t let him do that anymore. This isn’t like Erudite please know that I am not running to my death and I will not blame it on my divergence either this is just something I must do for those I love. I would have loved to grow old with you by my side and our new dauntless prodigy’s by our sides and then grandchildren I dreamed about until the battles and war plus the nightmares happened, although you protected me and gave me hope that we still and a chance a glimpse of happiness and freedom to be who we are in the future and the past few days all that hope came back and banished the nightmares for it all to come back again this afternoon I am deeply sorry I =f I have hurt you and just know it’s for you I am doing this don’t blame yourself be angry at me and question me so you can let yourself forget about me so you can grow old with someone else by your strong side which has protected me for 1 month now, I never wanted this to happened. I love you so so so so much, I am truly sorry.

Goodbye thanks you all,

Ps. I bet you were stupid enough to read this when you first saw this giving me more or a chance to leave me behind sorry I needed a distraction so you couldn’t save me,

          Beatrice Dianna Louise Prior xxx

 Wow this was so emotional to write cried writing some i hope you all liked it, 

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