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hey initates like i said i am gonna update twice today this one is quite brief yet alot happens so enjoy...

~Jess

Tobias POV:

I help everyone transport her to the infirmary but i cant go through all of this again she has bearly been back a week and she might all ready be gone again. I promised myself i would protect her. I dont even wait to hear her chances i just go to the one place i can feel safe, where there are no bad memories only good ..... our spot

I sit there and think to myself should i be there with her? what if she wakes up i dont know what to do i thought i lost her last time but life gave us another chance, so why take it away again, we need each other to survive she makes me happy and feel complete. i show her who she truly is; strong, powerful , divergent. 

i would jump, i will jump but not until its certain she isnt coming back i cant take this anymore.

*3 weeks later*

I am currently walking back to the spot, its become the place where i can think and let my emotions out with no one knowing Zeke bought me the telephone gadget yet i never use it its a future i dont want to have without her.

*3 days later* 

walking back to the spot again with my phone in hand aparently they go it for me to check up on me and by check up they mean someone calls me every 10 minutes. i have just sat down and got a large cut down my back. she sat here when we first kissed i can tell as she mentioned a back pain from the rocks digging into her fragile build. i start to burst into tears i get another phone and around 15 texts i ignore them and throw my telephone into the chasm. it makes a statisfyed smashing noise but then complete silence comes excluding the soothing sound of the trickling water runnning down the rocks.

i sit and just think. i then i get a gental prod on my shoulder i turn and see....

who could it be tris, zeke checking up , marcus back from the dead ! 

vote and comment to find out 

see you next time initates ....

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