A new life (allegiant sequal)

sheading tears

sorry guys i haven't written in a long time and i cant promise regular updates but i will as possible as i can. 

~Jess

Tris pov:

He shuffles him self towards me whilst also dragging the chair closer to me a sit up in my bed and stare deep into his eyes.

Hurt 

pain

sleepless nights.. i did this to him

"i'm sorry" i blurt out 

"for what?" he replies grasping my hand and kissing my knuckles

" for not tell you, for causing you all this pain" 

"well it was a shock and it doesn't matter now anyway your safe" he strokes me hair behind my ears

"but it isn't i i shouldn't have " but he doesn't let me continue

"shhhhh we found the note"

"you was meant to just in case" i start to cry and shrivel under the bedding 

"was it meant to be some sort of suicidal note the first one and the second one a notice right explanation" i straighten up again confused by what he is saying what note?

"i am sorry"

"its okay, your alright"

" i am sorry i didn't want you to find out that way, i wanted to tell you myself, you would've been an amazing farther"

"you would made an amazing mother too "

*knock knock*

"hello love bugs, lets get her out of there before her eyes burn from germ free air" christina, my ray of sunshine 

we pack my things and leave swiftly, as we are both hungry and i think everyone has questions.

*eating in the cafeteria **

everyone is silent yet you can see them bursting with questions so i break the silence so that everyone can ask away. "who's first then ask away i can see it in your eyes" zeke speaks first 

"who is tobias !!" what i turn to look at him and give him a questioning look he leans over to my ear and whispers " you asked for him half asleep when you was waking up and zeke was in the room" i sigh and then think of a valid answer " i was dreaming about him i had thought about names for the baby and for a boy tobias, i saw him die in front of me then i woke up saying his name" zeke nods obviously believing me next Christina speaks.

"so you done the d" she winks at me and tobias

"what no that's not how you get pregnant at all!" i give her  sarcasm as an answer we all laugh and that seems to be everything soon after we go our separate ways and i fall asleep to the beat of tobias' heart before fading away i hear a " i love you, and will protect you until i die" i would return but i think he believes I'm asleep so wouldn't want to embarrass him .... just yet.

just a filler since we have just had a bit of action please read my other story and also follow me on instagram : fourtris.sheo4eva xxx

see you next time initiates....