My Emo brother .

The past ❧ { part 2}

Oliver's POV -

Her eyes shut down in my arms. My heart began to race as tears raced against my cheeks . I screamed her name In fear "yessie...yessie!" She didn't answer , I slid my hand toward her arm and felt her for a pulse . I let out a sigh as I closed my eyes to see whether she still had a pulse. My eyes opened in relief. She had a pulse. I carried her across the hallway into my bedroom. I laid her gently on her bed , and kissed her forehead. "Stay strong yessie."

I went Into the bathroom and took a good look at myself . I was such an ugly mess . My black hair covered my eyes , and tears ran down my cheeks as I looked deep into my soul with that one reflection . I was such a bad brother , such a bad son. I looked at my wrists, my slitted wrists. My suicidal thoughts started whispering into my mind . Fuck ..

Your such a dumbass oliver drew jax . Your a dumbass . Look at what your sister has to go through because of YOU ! Plus look what she has to look up to . You aren't better than your parents .

I let out a deep sigh , my sister was to young to understand. She's only 11
and I'm 15. She doesn't understand cutting , or any form of self harm . She's seen my cuts but of course I would lie . I would say "I was jumping a gate , or the cat scratched me " or I usually have something to cover my wrist . It's not that hard to hide it from her . But now that my dad exposed me , by saying " you want to cut yourself" and he slid the pocket knife to me I'm hoping she'll take it a different way . I don't want her to find out and then decide to be stupid like me . But I know my sister , she's a smart girl . But then again a smart girl can make a wrong turn :/ . Whatever , I should just shake It off. I took out my iPhone and my headphones . I played In The End - BVB & decided to sit in the patio & wait for yessie to wake up , hopefully she will wake up before my mom comes. I looked at my lockscreen .

My lockscreen wallpaper was a pic of me and yessie , when we went to the BVB concert and she looked so emo . It was so adorable . I smiled .

Ew ugly smile.

I took a look at the time . 4:30 PM . Half and hour the bitch comes.

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Yessie's POV

The sun flew into my window as it met my face. I flipped over and closed my eyes once again .

" SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS " I heard our drunk neighbors say . I picked up my iPod off my crimson wooden nightstand & saw it say 4:50 PM . Ugh I forgot this is the time , when my neighbors get loud as hell and get drunk . Great timing . Because my mom comes in I think half and hour . I groaned as my head began to feel like a wrecking ball . I forced myself out of bed and went into my mini fridge and took a glass bottle of cream soda and a ice pack for my head . I went into the kitchen and grabbed a napkin. "Wait ... Where's oliver?." I said out loud to myself . " wait how did I end up in my bed?" I kept those thoughts in my mind , as I went looking around the house for oliver. I heard a glass break from the patio . I rushed toward the patio and saw oliver picking up glass from the floor . "Nice job idiot " I said laughing . He looked up at me as he smirked . " you okay princess ?" He said with a small smirk on his face . I stuck my tongue out at him . I hate being called princess .. Gross . He walked toward me with a cup full of broken glass and kissed my forehead . " how you feel though yessie ?" He shouted across from the kitchen. " my head feels like a prom bomb" he smirked. " it's not funny ! "

I said pouting. " awww isn't that cute ? " he said sticking his tongue out as I playfully threw my ice pack at him . " oh we'll guess your head is going to feel like a college party , cuz I'm keeping the ice pack now ! " he said running toward my room as I chased after him . " Give it back dumbie !" I said trying to catch up to him. " No not until you apologize missy ." He stopped infront of my door . "Blah" I said looking at him and sticking my tongue out . He gave me a "Oh really ?" Look and ran into my room as he locked the room . "HEY!" I said pushing my back against the door trying to open it . He opened the door and I fell on the floor , face first . He laughed . "Are you okay ? " he said trying to hold in his laugh . I rolled my eyes and pushed him . I sat in my bed and he sat closer . "I forgot." He said with a sad tone and I sat up and looked at his face . He was frowning . "What did you forget ? " "Moms coming ." I began to cry as he pulled me into his chest and we stayed like that until she came