New Hope Club Imagines

Greece- Overthinking (George)

George's P.O.V

Blake Reece Tanner and I were all walking around London. Well Blake and Reece were skipping around and laughing with each other even Tanner eventually joined which made me trailing behind. Lately that's how it's been everyone walks up ahead of me has fun and I just trail behind them by myself. I couldn't help but admire Reece. His beautiful blonde-brownish hair his amazing green eyes. You could say I have a small crush on Reece, ok maybe it's not so small but would I ever admit to it? Probably not. Suddenly I was taken out of my thoughts.

"George!" I heard three voices call me.

"Huh?" I questioned coming back to reality as I saw Reece Blake and Tanner looking at me with an annoyed look.

"You have been off in your own world. We have been trying to get your attention for almost five minutes." Blake sighed.

"Oh- I umm-Sorry" I said quietly. Smooth George go and ruin their fun I thought to myself.

"Well Reece wants pizza I want Subway Tanner doesn't care so he's not helpful. Which one do you want?" Blake said rolling his eyes. Honestly I wanted to just agree with Tanner because it doesn't matter which one we go to but I knew it would just make things worse. But I knew whatever one I chose it was going to make the other one upset. God I hated over thinking things.

"I-uh- pizza is fine" I said softly knowing Blake would probably get mad.

"Of course you would side with Reece" he sighed as he started to walk towards the pizza place.

"That's not fair Blake you can't ask him which one he wants to eat at then get mad at him when he didn't choose yours" Tanner said as he put his arm around me smiling at me. But Blake and Reece went back to messing about. I sighed as I leaned into Tanner a bit more.

"Blake's just being a dick, ignore him" Tanner said laughing a bit. As we got there I saw Ben and Sadie sitting at a table I smiled and pretty much ran over to them. I liked Sadie she was the only one aside from my parents that know about my crush on Reece and that I overthink stuff way too much.

"I texted them to meet us here for supper." Reece said laughing.

"Hey George, how are you?" Sadie smiled as she hugged me.

"I'm ok" I smiled but I knew she caught on it was fake. Everyone was in their own conversation so I just sat on my phone going through comments on Instagram. A lot of them were nice comments and a lot of them were not so nice. I normally don't let hate bother me but lately it has. I just don't get how you can hate someone so much when you don't even know them or what they're going through.

"George?" Sadie questioned. Oh great everyone was staring at me, what did I miss this time.

"Uhh yeah?" I questioned as I saw Blake roll his eyes.

"What pizza did you want?" Sadie asked me sweetly. Oh right I guess I should have thought of that.

"Uh whatever you and Ben are having" I said quietly.

"Wow for once he made a choice quick enough" Blake said sarcastically. I don't get what his problem with me is lately. Wait its most likely because I overthink everything I zone out and hear half the boy's conversations. I mess up a lot when we do covers because I over think on that too. I can't do anything right anymore. I couldn't take Blake being a dick to me any longer.

"What did I ever do to you B?" I asked him. He didn't say anything or even look at me. Reece looked at me surprised that I actually spoke louder then I normally do.

"You don't talk to us anymore." Reece said sadly.

"I feel like everyone knows what is actually up with you but us, were your best friends George, you can tell us anything." Blake stated without looking up from his phone.

"For your information the only people who actually know is Sadie and my parents." I said crossing my arms. Everyone looked at me shocked, probably because they didn't expect Sadie to know.

"You knew and you didn't tell me?" Ben asked

"Sorry babe, it was his story to tell not mine." She said smiling.

"Fine want to know everything? Here it goes, I overthink on every little thing. I over think about what people are going to say when I chose something else or when we do covers. I over think about if I'm playing guitar right or if I'm singing in the right key and I try I try so hard not to mess up so I don't make you guys hate me even more then you do but sadly I fail all the time. Like just today I wanted to agree with Tanner because I didn't care if we had subway or pizza I just didn't want make you guys annoyed which I guess I did in the end anyways. That's all I ever do is just fuck up everything and make everyone hate me." I said sighing.

"And another thing, I'm gay and I love you Reece and I know that is going to make everyone hate me but whatever. I'm done with hiding it." I said starting to cry. Everyone was in shock but I couldn't handle what they would say or even if they would say anything. So I did what I do best and ran. I just decided on going home since any spot I could think of to hide the boys would find me. As soon as I got home I was greeted by my mom and dad.

"I ruined everything mom. They hate me" I said breaking down.

"What happened honey?" My mom asked as she hugged me.

"I told them how I overthink everything and how I love Reece. I mean I guess I don't know what they really think since I ran out because as I always do I overthought the worst." I said crying.

"Awe sweetheart I don't think they hate you. Maybe just give them the chance to tell you how they feel about everything" my mom said rubbing my back. A few moments later I heard a knock on the door.

"See that's most likely them" my mom smiled. I shook my head and ran upstairs to my room. I grabbed a blanket and went to sit out on the roof beside my window. I just cried more and more.

"He's not in here Reece. This is all my fault I shouldn't have been so harsh with him." I heard Blake's voice.

"B, don't blame yourself ok? Everyone has been hard on him lately, not just me and not just you." I then heard Reece's voice. Then they went quite which I assumed they left. But I was wrong.

"Wait a second, Blake where is G's favourite spot to sit when he's down" I heard Reece which I only assumed he pointed at the window. Since a few seconds later I saw both them climb out and sit where I was.

"Georgie, I am so sorry I shouldn't have been so harsh with you. I was just annoyed you were hiding something from. I love you so much G and you being gay doesn't change a thing for me I still love you" Blake smiled as he hugged me.

"I'm sorry I never told you guys, it's not that I didn't want too it's just the overthinking thing got in my head and made it worse as always." I sighed. Reece didn't say anything yet, and it was kind of killing me inside. Just because Blake accepts me doesn't mean Reece will and if Reece doesn't then there goes the band. Then I will get hate for being the one to break up New Hope Club. I looked down at my hands not wanting to look at Reece anymore knowing he hates me. I felt a soft hand lift my chin up.

"Hey whatever you're thinking right now it's not true." Reece smiled as he leaned in and placed his lips on mine. I quickly kissed back.

"I love you Georgie I could never hate you. Your beautiful, funny amazing." Reece smiled as he hugged me.

"I love you so much Reece" I said hugging him back.

"Wow I know how you feel with being left out now G" Blake said laughing a bit. Which made me laugh but I pulled Blake into the hug.

"You guys are the best" I said smiling.

A/N: so this Imagine was supposed to be a Christmas one with all three of them but it went into a different direction 😂🤷🏼‍♀️ so hopefully you guys like this💙
~Kenzie