BTS Lyrics

[Hidden Track] Skit : Hesitation & Fear

No.: 10
Title: Skit : Hesitation & Fear
(Skit : 망설임과 두려움/mangseolilgwa duryeoum)
Writer(s): "Hitman" bang
Pdogg
Producer(s): "Hitman" bang
Pdogg
Length: 08:32

ENGLISH

(The Billboard Music Awards is playing)

[Logan Paul and Lindsey Stirling]
And the Billboard Music Award goes to...BTS!

(BTS enters the room)

Jimin: Ahh PD-nim~
Jin: Hello
Suga: Hello, hello
(PD pauses the video)
Jin: Ah PD-nim what are you watching?
V: Hello (Rap Monster laughs)
Jin: Isn't that our Billboard video!
Rap Monster: You got caught
Jungkook: Hello
Jin: You're not our fan right? (J-Hope laughs)
PD: No, I'm a-
Jin: Aye, it seems like it
V: Hyung, sit down
Jin: Yes (Laughs)
J-Hope: You're embarrassed (Rap Monster laughs) ..That can happen (Chattering)
PD: Ah, wait here for a while..I have a meeting
Jin: Bye fan-nim~

(PD leaves the room)

Jungkook: Ya, when was that from?
All the other members: Billboard
Jungkook: Were we just going up?
J-Hope: That was May right?
Jin: Yeah
Rap Monster: May, what day was it?
J-Hope: Now it's...
Suga: That was May?
J-Hope: Well, it's almost September already
Suga: That's crazy
Rap Monster: Over 3 months ago
V: Woah, wow
Suga: There's only 4 months left now
J-Hope: That's right
Jin: Wow
Rap Monster: It's like we feel it all of a sudden..100 days left
J-Hope: Ahh really?
Rap Monster: Yeah
Jungkook: If you say that, it feels like it's a short time
Rap Monster: Yeah, sorry.. (Laughter)
Suga: 100 days already passed? It felt really short
Jungkook: It feels like time barely passed by
J-Hope: Wow, time flies fast
Jin: The amount of emotion and goosebump-
Jungook: Goosebumps
Jin: Goosebumps we felt at that moment, wow we became worldwide. That kind of feeling
Suga: (V laughs) Stop using "worldwide"
Jin: Why?? Honestly speaking, I made it up (Chattering) I said it first
Rap Monster: Yeah, that's why I added that in the lyrics, "Sorry worldwide" (Laughter and chattering)
Suga: International pop..k..
V: Sunshine
Suga: Sunshine
BTS: Rainbow
Jin: That's over now
V: Shrimp
Jungkook: USB Hub
V: Hub..
Jin: Seriously, how far are you gonna go?

Rap Monster: But really, all of us grew a lot
Jin: That's right
Rap Monster: Be honest, when you guys first came, who didn't know what "Billboard" was?
Jimin: Me
J-Hope: Ahhhh~
Jungkook: Me
J-Hope: Me (Rap Monster laughs) I'm raising my hand slowly
Jungkook: Honestly, I didn't know anything about music back then
Jimin: For me, for Billboard it was true but I didn't even know what the Grammy were
Rap Monster: Not knowing Grammy was understandable but since Billboard has a chart; I thought it's a good thing, so I supported it
Jimin: I thought there was a singer named "Grammy"..I kept hearing Grammy mentioned with music, that's why I thought Grammy was a singer.
Rap Monster: We're such noobs, aren't we?
Jimin: Aye, it was a long time ago
Suga: That was 7 – 8 years ago
Rap Monster: I said this on an interview before, when we were waiting..Hobi and me..we were...what was it? We went to the (beeped out) store. We sat down and talked like a year before debut.
Jimin: Do you remember?
J-Hope: Of course I remember
Rap Monster: We both sat down and had a really long talk sitting there on the iron tape
Jin: What did you eat?
Rap Monster: I don't know. Back then, we ate food there that kinda looks like hotdogs
J-Hope: Yeah, that's right, that's right
Rap Monster: Like food for 150 won.
Suga: Ahh right! There was that food (Chattering)
J-Hope: The convenience right now, store before it changed
Suga: There was that kind of food, about 150 won and 130 won (Chattering)
Jungkook: Wasn't it chilli or something?
Rap Monster: Something like that. Anyway, we were eating-
J-Hope: That time, really I don't even know if it was going in my mouth or nose
Rap Monster: We talked about if we would even be able to debut for a long time.
Suga: We always talk about that
J-Hope: We were nervous
Jimin: Namjoon-hyung always said things like that
Jin: That's right
Jimin: We talked about it at Jamsil bridge and at the café with this hyung. He always called me up and always talked to me.
Jin: He called the members and talked to the members one by one often
Rap Monster: Café office. (Laughter)
Suga: Honestly it was scary. Every day was scary
V: Honestly, when me and Namjoon-hyung took Japanese classes together
Rap Monster: That's right
V: I was very perceptive to someone I didn't even debut with yet (Laughter)
J-Hope: Oh Jungkook and I always fell asleep in English class (Laughter)
Jungkook: We both fell asleep in the same way (Laughter)
Jin: J-Hope and I only played in Chinese class (Laughter)
J-Hope: That was a really long time ago
Rap Monster: I didn't think we'll get to debut, even after the year we debuted
Suga: I..I even got injured at that time, I didn't think I'd debut
Rap Monster: To be honest, we are the only ones that received an award at the show, as a K-Pop group
J-Hope: True
V: True

Rap Monster: I'm not saying we should boast but to be honest, it is a huge success. That's what I think. But because of that, I keep wondering..to what point, how far we need to go up..Like we go really far up. For example, the video in front of us, won't it be replayed forever? Like in 10 years, we go on reality shows and they're playing that video and ask how we felt over and over again. After experiencing that, it makes me nervous honestly. It makes me wonder how far we might fall down.
J-Hope: Oww..Yeah
Suga: Me too, me too. I relate so much because the hardest thing for me is that going up is going up. We worked hard to come up to where we are
V: I don't like that
Suga: But compared to that, won't falling down happen so quickly? I worry about that a lot.
Rap Monster: Hmm, that's what I'm saying
Jin: It's like when you meet someone for the first time and you have that kind of excitement. Feeling of nervousness and worry of what this person is going to be like. Isn't it similar?
Rap Monster: First meeting kind of feeling?
Jin: Yeah, first meeting
J-Hope: What are you saying suddenly? (Laughs)
Jungkook: Yeah, hyung I think you really...
Jin: Did I go too far?
J-Hope: We have to settle this today (Jimin laughs)
Jin: Ah, I'm nervous for today (Chattering)
J-Hope: We have to play a game today
Jungkook: I think I know what you're talking about
Jin: Yeah so if you understand, quickly make the mood or something yeah? (Laughter)
Jungkook: Sing a song
Jin: Yeah

V: (Sings) "They tell me to come" (Sings A Typical Trainee's Christmas (Laughter and chattering)
Suga: I remember when Jungkook sang Señorita and his voice cracked
Jimin: Ahh yeah Señorita..Back then, I couldn't even get lessons
J-Hope: Ahh that's right
Jimin: I couldn't even get lessons so I just watched
Jin: Jimin joined really late
Jimin: Somewhat, a little bit I..(Laughs)
V: Jimin then...
Jimin: Stop it, I know what you're going to say
V: When Jimin couldn't get lessons, he came to one of my lessons
Jimin: What?
V: When I was having lessons
Jimin: Vocal?
V: Yeah
Jungkook: Observer, observer
V: He was just observing that time and I thought I should show him a cool side of myself. All I did was "Doomba, doomba, doomba" (Laughter)
Jimin: Seriously, all he did was that for hours "Doom, doom, doom" (Jin laughs) He did that the whole time and ended
V: Ahh, I wanted to show him how cool I am
Rap Monster: That kind of feeling, in those Chinese martial art film..They make you clean for 3 years
Jin: Ahh that's right, that's right..You went to the kitchen and washed the dishes for 3 years
Rap Monster: That's right (Jimin laughs)
Jungkook: That's why Jimin-hyungs' first practice was "Why do you call me?" (Spine Breaker song)
Jin and Jimin: (Sings) "Why do you call me, why do you call me, tee de de de"

Rap Monster: That time, that was then, and now is now. I think it's like our collective idea of an idol. About how we want to live, what we show. We keep throwing out social issue messages, like even now, our album title is "Love Yourself" too. We don't make meaningless songs but doing this seems like we're acting too, as we're living our life.
Jimin: Yeah, so I think people might not know...
J-Hope: We want to show a good image to people (Chattering)
Jin: We've always
Jimin: They don't understand why we have to live like this, there's no other way
Suga: We've always?
Jin: We have always shown ourselves as good people (J-Hope laughs)
Jimin: Yeah I mean we want to show our good image too
Jin: That's right
Suga: This is, this is difficult. I mean it isn't fake for sure
Jimin: Right
Suga: If you think about it, we're just people that are presented after being wrapped up nicely
Jimin: But of course at the same time, it's not like we're trying to deceive anyone and lie..it's not that..we're just always trying to show them our good sides, so...