A little place for love

Chapter 6

Rye's POV

I was right, as usual it wasn't a good idea. It was indeed a very bad idea. But I said fuck it. I just could take it anymore. Mikey's friend didn't end up coming and I couldn't care less. And as I was kissing roughly a guy I met about five minutes ago in that club I fought about all the things that led me to that very moment, the moment I would risk my entire career over a hookup I don't even know the name of.

I think everything started when I was eight. I told my best friend Brooklyn that I couldn't hangout with him anymore because I wanted to be a pop star. Of course Brook couldn't let me do that by myself so he named himself my manager and personal bodyguard witch was very funny because even at the time I was taller and stronger than him. But none of us seemed to mind. At the age of ten I sang at his mother marriage and that was the moment when I really understood that whatever happens, singing would be what I was gonna do later on. So at thirteen I decided that it was a good idea to compete at the X factor. And that's when we met Jack. Jack was that sweet little Irish boy that everybody loves, and well Brook really loved him. For the first time in my life I felt like my heart was breaking in half. But I didn't know what it was, of course I had heard of jealousy before but I fought that guys could only be with girls and that was it. What I didn't know at the time was that I liked Brook in a more than friendly way and maybe I didn't wanted to acknowledge it, maybe I was blindfolding myself but nothing matter anymore when I witnessed Brook and Jack kissing each other in the dressing room. I had never felt so empty and heartbroken in my life. But I needed to go on stage and as cliche as it can sound I decided at the very last minute to change the song I was going to sing. I choose I'm not the only one by Sam Smith and I guess singing with your heart really works because I won the contest. But it didn't matter anymore to me.
I realized that the most important was to share those moments with your loved ones, the ones that carried you through all that process. And this person was Brooky. But as I turned my head looking for him, i saw his small figure jumping in Jack's arms. Jack ended up at the second place in the X factor and even if i was supposed to feel at the top of the world, I never felt like such a loser.

And those were exactly the thoughts I was trying to avoid as I took off the shirt of my new human sex toy. I ripped it apart and he kissed my neck and all the way down to my abs. Once he was there he took my jeans off. I wasn't wearing any underwear. And he immediately started to suck my cock, taking it in his warm mouth. Moans escaped from my mouth when he began to deep throat my hard on. When I had enough I turned him around roughly and tugged his pants off. I didn't care about prep and I immediately started to pound into him like I wanted him to fall apart underneath me like a tool. The red haired twink was now a moaning mess. A few thrusts later we both came in sinc.
"Wow that was great ! A little rough tough but I'm not complaining, I like it like that" he said
"Thanks but can we please just leave it there. We had fun, it was great but that's it. We'll never see each other again so let's not be hypocritical right now." I responded seriously wanting to go.
"Oh hum okay fair enough I just wanted to do a little bit of conversation but I guess it's not your thing."
"No it indeed isn't !" And I left.

The next morning I woke up with a headache and about one hundred messages of my manager Blair. Every single one more threatening than the other. And every single one telling me that he hoped I wasn't "ruining my career at a fag club AGAIN" or that he "would literally kill me if people thought I was one of those gay bitches" . Fun. Lots of fun. I was just tired of that but this was the life I choose after the X factor. I decided that the best way to get Brook out of my head was to be the more successful pop star of the industry that way I would be surrounded by friends and people that loved me and weren't going to ditch me. Well I was one delusional kid. Because that absolutely isn't what actually happens. Of course I was surrounded by a lot of people, but every single one of them was just here for my money and my fame. They didn't love me, they never will. Mikey was the only one I could rely on. The only one in this vicious and wicked world.

Well I'm back bitches back in black. Seriously I just wanted to thank you for reading my story it is a real pleasure to see that some people are enjoying it. And as you can tell I wrote smut. I know it isn't Randy smut but there will be some DON'T WORRY. 🐙