In my feelings

I don't wanna love you anymore

You and I both know where this is going.

Those nights of us staying up late, texting each other until someone falls asleep; then continues the conversation the next day after one of us wakes up has became dull and straint.

We used to love talking to each other about any and everything. Now we can't even hold a conversation. There's no enthusiasm in our voices when someone talks. Does the other person even listen anymore?

Those tremendously romantic date nights - cuddling, holding hands while watching movies is now consist of  silence with bright screen lights in front of our faces.

We used to love each other's companies. Now, we can't stand each other's presence. We only laugh and smile when other people are around.

Those long car rides filled with giggles and great music is now us just sitting in awkward silence. When someone wants to turn up the music, the other either turns it down or off.

I don't wanna love you anymore and I know you don't wanna love me either. We're basically at the point where we're too comfortable and just waiting for the other person to say something or leave.

No one wants to admit it, but we're both growing apart. Everything we do is out of force. We're too scared to be alone. Someone has to eventually let the other one go. I'm sorry babe, but I don't wanna love you anymore. It's time for me to love myself first; to love myself all over again.