In my feelings

The space between us

Every time I get near you, I feel chills hovering over my body.

I tell myself that you're bad for me, but I can't help it.

It's the way you look at me, the way you smile and laugh. - I want more.

I know it's just my guilty pleasure talking. I really want to close the distance between us.

The way you lean in to whisper. I love the smell of your scent that vanishes into thin air; that now seems familiar to me.

I can feel my heart beating faster and faster as our shoulders collide when we walk.

There's so much tension between us and I can't control it.

There's so much I want to say to you.

The thought of us being together fits so perfectly.

Suddenly, reality hits me.... You're already with somebody else.

You are not mine... This hurts.

All I can do is love you in silence and be happy for you even if it kills me.

Again, I am reminded of the space between us.