Letters To My Future Husband

This one is a little bit different..

Well , until now I've published letters related to my future husband .. actually this one is still a letter to him but this time I know who I am talking about. I am not saying I got engaged or something , it's just  that person who is with me right now. I just want him to be my future husband. So okay , this time it's a kind of love letter. In fact it is.

Dear future husband,
Well I hope you'll be my future husband !
I just want to tell you, you're the best person I've ever met in this world , after Jesus of course.
I am so in love with you , you're like a dream come true to me.
Right now , I can't love you perfectly , and I know that. Because I think I need to be more close to God , so that he can teach me to love you. It's hard for me to love.
The reason is that I loved a boy so much maybe I still love him a little bit, and he actually don't broke me , he broke the vision I had of love ,of perfect love.
I was so in love with him that I might have disobey God to satisfy his desires.
Hopefully ,once again , God helped me and preserved me , and I am so thankful to Him.
Well ,this letter is not about him , it's about you.
I know I love everything about you.
The way you were so focused on worshipping God when we were at church.
It's just impossible for me to not fall in love with you.
You're an amazing person, and somewhere in my heart I think I don't deserve you.
You are just an angel sent by God to save me from what I was before.
And I am so happy that he gave me you , cause you're just wonderful, beautiful and I love you so much.
I am sorry if I don't really know how to show my love for you.
I just wish you could understand how much I love you.
In fact you understand .
Cause you love me so much and I know it.
My greatest desire is to share your name someday. I wish too that we will both serve the Lord together cause that would be my favorite couple activity
Yeah it's strange but it's what I want.
I love your family , and I hope they love me too because mine loves yours.
I just want to finish this letter by another confession.
You're my life, not my entire life cause that is Jesus. But you are definitely a great part of my life. What I pray for is that we can love each other more by loving God more and putting Him in the center of our relationship. He is the base of that triangle.
I love you
Me
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