Pain In Love

#12

Chapter 12

"사람 들은 다 매써 읏지...진실을 숨긴 채..그제 행복한 것처럼..사랑이란 말 속 가려진..거 짓을 숨긴 채 마치 영원할 곳처럼.." i sang my recently favorite korean song by 'G Dragon ft.Jennie-Black' out of boredom since the radio plays the 70s song.

Jeremy raised his brows "What does it mean?" He asked focusing on the road.

I sighed after the scene on the hallway,i decided to ditch school with Jeremy. I can't even think straight all that in my head are just him and him.

I don't have the mood on studying or even doing the Vice Pres work, the image of him sucking the nerd face are still fresh in my mind. I guess he do that on a purpose.

I immediately shook my head,i'm ditching school because i want to forget everything about him not to remind about him all over again.

Anyway we are now on Jeremy's car almost half of hour roaming around the Santa Monica downtown.

I turn my head on the window, watching the skies as it's started to get cloudy and decided to replied Jeremy's question.

"People still smile even when they're hiding the lie as if they're happy,in the word of love as if it's forever" i turn my head facing Jeremy who are already staring at me.

He whistled "That's deep pumpkin" i chuckled as he put his hands on his heart,dramatically.

"There's a continuation" i breathed

"Someday...세상의 끝에..홀로 버려 친채...널그리워 할지도 yeah.... Someday..슬픔의낕에...나 길들여진 채 끝내 후회 할지도 몰라..." i continue to sang and Jeremy stared on me with an awed. I smack his arm on the side as the light turns green.

"Rin you're fucking good at singing! How—what—why i don't know about this?" He says unbelievably with a gasp.

"Shut up you don't know what is the meaning!"

He grinned nodded,and i took that as a cue for me to translate after wallowing my ice coffee.

"Someday..when i'm left at the edge of the world alone...i always feel that i miss you yeah...someday when i'm tamed to the edge of the sadness I don't know why i suddenly regret everything that i have done..."

He clapped proudly with a big smile on his face,removing his hands on the steering wheel.

Wait.

"Jer you can get us kill idiot!" I watched him in horror.

Well i know i kinda feel depressed right now but duh i still have so many things to do in life and i'm not going to end it without achieving what i want since i'm a little kid! Which is an iphone X.

Kidding.

Please at least laughed on my jokes okay? I know its sucks.

He chuckled "You should sing sometimes pumpkin" I shrugged and turn my vision on the front.

"SoOOOooOoOo where are we going?" I asked tilting my head on Jeremy.