Pain In Love

#14

Chapter 15

The next day as usual,early on the morning Jeremy would fetch me and bought me a coffee and a donut. It's kinda a routine now.

Unfortunately all students in our school already knows about me dating Jeremy Hail the third hottest guy. Some of them ship us,and some of them not. When i said all the students, i mean all of them including Zach Hakimi.

I heard that he pissed and decided to went out with a couple of girls while he's dating the nerd.

My feelings for him,though not even an inch changed. I still love him like the way it does. I know you might think i'm a player. In fact while i was dating Jeremy,he's also in love with he's ex too, Hannie Scott.

Hannie cheated on Jeremy with her classmates. She's our junior actually,she's just too pure and kind to cheat. Shame. I guess me and Jeremy kinda used each other to get rid of our pain.

My first to fourth period was Maths D. Nice. Mr Mood, the 25 year old guy who just freshly graduated from NYU. A guy who has a habit to repeated the phrase 'it's mean that'. Every time he explained the solutions,not even a second he will forget his words. Which make everyone pissed and annoyed.

Well i found it hilarious i remember  that one time i burst out laughing my ass alone in the middle of his explanation. And until now i would either pursed my lips,chew my lips or squeeze my mouth to avoid laughing at him.

One thing i forget to mention about myself is, i'm a dork who laugh at everything. Even if it's not funny i still laughed. I know. I'm pathetic. I get that a lot. Well let's get back to the story, I went to my usual seat which is beside the window. Some students greet me with hi and hellos and I gave a smile in return. My seatmate for Maths D the whole 3 years was Diana Prince. The captain of the school cheerleader.

Nah she's not mean like every high school cheerleader's captain does in the movie,in fact she is so down to earth. She used to be one of our school counselor,but for some reason she got kick out. I don't question it to her though,it's her privacy. Well at least we both are cool.

Diana are always late since she's living like a mile away from our school which make her excused. No one have a perfect and stable life except for the special one.

I slung my bag on my chair and glance to the window. When i feel alone or sad, i always watch how the sky move slow motionly or observe how the green trees and beautiful flower planted.

I always have a thing with nature ever since i was a little. Facts that how i have a connection with skies make me feel more grateful to god for giving the skies and nature to accompany me anywhere,everywhere i go. I have a wish ever since i was 6 that i will watch sunrise or sunset at the beach with my boyfriend or husband oneday.

I love it how the skies can just change they're blue greyish colour to pink or orange colour with a blink of eyes.

I love how skies still look beautiful even how the colour are not matched but still manage to get the beautiful view.

For a second i feel lost in my thoughts about the skies as they turned into a grey with s little sunlight. As if they heard me talking about them.

For some reason i feel a uneasy feelings as if something bad is going to happen. I immediately shook my head and turned my vision to the class.