Tyler Joseph Imagines

Blah blah blah

Warning: Swearing
Summary: The one where Tyler wants you to join him on tour permanently but you don't just want to sit around.

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"Blah blah blah", you snapped back at Tyler. One week and he would have to get back on tour. Right now though you were standing opposite of each other while arguing once again. You had been best friends for years but ever since the last tour started you got into fights much more often than before. Again and again you two were arguing over the same thing, at first it was over the phone now in person, he always brought it up again.

Tyler interrupted your thoughts by raising his voice once again. "Listen to me Y/N! This time, this time it is gonna work. I swear I have it all planned out." Sometimes he really drove you insane. "Tyler! You have said that so many times now! Just because you have planned it out doesn't mean it is going to work like that. Why can't you just arrange it in the first place and talk to the right people! This is such a risk for me you know it", you tried to keep your voice as calm as possibly but on the inside you were about to explode. He sighed to himself and played with his hands. "Why don't you for once support me fully? Is it that much to ask for! I can support us you know that.", that was a low blow even for Tyler. He knew exactly how it affected you that he did so much for the friendship but you were far too tied to your workplace and the life you were living now to return all his efforts. You did not want him to see how much that effected you but you couldn't help but tear up. "Ok. This is the last time I am going to explain this. I want to support you as much as I can. You know that but thanks for still not trusting me. I can't just up and leave everything behind. I have a job here and you know exactly how hard this is going to be on my mental health - all this change. I want to but I don't know if I can.", you had to take a deep breath before continuing to talk. "I don't want to rely on you. I know you can but that's not how friendships work. That's not how anything works. I want to be able to support myself. I want to work on this tour if I am really going to go with you. I need something to do I can't just sit around.", you lowered your head and wiped away the stray tear that had fallen from your eye. You had told him many times how much this affected you. He had wanted you to go on tour with him since the beginning, you were never able to do it for longer than like two weeks though because of your work.

You hated feeling dependent and that's why you had never quit your job and just lived off of him. He wouldn't mind, you knew that but it still made you feel sick to your stomach to think about you as a parasite living on his costs.

When you looked up you saw him staring at you. Not directly, it looked like he was searching for the right words while not trying to break down. He seemed to be in his own world.

Everytime you went on tour with him for a short period of time he told you that if you would just stay they would find a place for you but whenever he would actually try and talk to somebody it always ended with them telling him it would not work like that or he would have had to ask way earlier. It was nothing more than empty promises to you, a false sense of security in some way.

"I'm sorry", he ripped you from your thoughts. It was quiet and it sounded as if he was struggling. "I didn't mean it like that", he meant it sincerely and you just wanted to hug him and make him feel less shitty. On the other hand you knew it wouldn't help, it would just make it okay for him to act that way.

You two stayed silent for a while before you heard footsteps. Suddenly Tyler was I front of you and he took your hands in his. "Y/N?", you looked up at him in response. "I promise you that I will go and talk to the right people tomorrow. I will go into management or wherever I have to go to get this all set up. I want you to go with me but I so much more want you to be happy.", you finally wrapped your arms around him and rested your head on his chest. "Thank you", you nodded slightly and he hugged you back in response.

Your friendship seemed to get better by the day but still there was this lingering feeling of doubt and worry somewhere inside of you. You all had been on tour for only a couple of days by now and you technically were still on holiday for the next two weeks as you were to scared to quit your job before tour had started up again. Until now you did not have confirmation about how things were going to work out but you hoped for the verification for your tour job every day.

You sat next to a few crew members in one of the many rooms of an arena when the door flew open and an excited Tyler entered the room. "Y/N!", he shouted and ran up to you. You chuckled and told him to catch his breath. "I...we! I have really great news. You are approved! You have the job! They will love you, all you have to do is sign the papers.", he talked so fast that he nearly tripped over his own words.
It took you a couple of seconds to realise what it really meant. You were finally able to do what you wanted to do, just quit and stay with Tyler. You jumped up from your seat and nearly brought Tyler down when you hugged him with such force. "Yes Yes yes.", you two were spinning in a circle as you nearly began to cry because of the good news.

"This is going to be so good. I'm so excited to have you here with me now", he cupped your face and smiled as widely as he possibly could. You returned the wide grin, "I know. I can't believe this".

Your heart worked faster than your brain again and you had pressed your lips to his. "I-..", you stuttered after you quickly backed away a little. "Don't worry. I can work with this too", his grin changed into a smirk and he kissed you right back. At least now you could tell him all the reasons why you were so excited to stay with him.