no longer a Virgin

two months after

" then tell me! " Isaac yelled laughing

" okay alright, stop yelling. " I laughed ,.

" magic mike. with the male strippers. " I wanted to laugh.

" you're telling me you want me, your boyfriend to take you to the movies to watch male strippers? " he looked serious. I laughed and nodded yes. he jumped on the bed and started tickling me. " no no no no no no no! no strippers! " we were both laughing. as he got off me i felt weird. like throwing up. I knew I had a disgusted look on my face because he asked my what was wrong. I ran to the restroom. I fell on the floor next to the toilet and I threw up. i heard Isaac opening the door behind me. " are you okay? " he said rubbing my back. I stayed quiet for a while. and I wiped my mouth. " ally? " " yeah I'm fine. I don't know I just felt sick to my stomach. I've been like that for like a week. " " have you been to the doctor? " " no no, I'm fine. " he picked me up.

before Isaac left he suggested I went to get checked. so I did.

2 hours later

" I'm gonna need you to pee in this cup sweety " said the short Asian lady.

I grabbed the cup and went to the restroom. I called the Isaac after I peed. but I was Still in the restroom and I still had the cup of pee.

" hello? " he said

" babe "

" wassup babe "

" Im at doctors. I'm about to give the doctor my urine. "

" good, call me when you find out what it is? "

" I will. love you "

" alright love you too babe "

I was nervous. I held my moms hand shaking. knock knock

the nurse walked in with the results.

" okay I have good or bad news. "

my gutt dropped. my mom looked confused and asked what it was. " you're pregnant! you're two months along " I began to feel my face hot. my mom just looked at Me. I didn't know what to say. or if should look at my mom. " is everything okay? " the silence killed me. " ally when? when did this even - I cant even find the words. are you sure that test is right? " my mom said crying. " assertive mam. " they both looked at me. " I don't believe in abortions. " I said Shakey and scared. I could see the Lady writing. she handed my mom a paper and told her to call this number and make an appointment for me to check on the baby. we began to get In the car. " I'm so dissapointed. " my mom said. " I'm sorry. "

" for what? "

" STOP! you don't understand how I feel! I'm not the perfect daughter! I highly know that! but I always support you on everything you! if you love me, please support me this one time! understand I'm not ready for this pressure either! I just have to deal with it and so do you! "

she held my hand. " what are we doing for your 15th birthday tomorrow? "