no longer a Virgin

isaac on drugs

I began to moan. the house was quiet. I tried getting up and he looked at me. nostrills full of cocaine.

" Get off. " I said moaning and I pushed him off me and out of me.

I got up grabbed my clothes and went to the restroom. I turned on the shower. As I looked in the mirror, I saw my face. Not my face. But what he had done to my face. My lip was busted. Busted and bloody. and I had a black eye. I began to cry. and I rubbed my belly and my teats fell on my belly. I got in the shower. I heard the restroom door open. it was Isaac. " Just get in with me. " he opened the curtain and got in. I pulled him in the water. I put my fingers in his nose and took the cocaine out his nostrils. he kept rubbing my belly with his eyes closed.

I turned off the shower and gave him a towel. and put a towel on my head and around my body. " I love you Ally " I ignored it. I took him to the bed. I played him down and put his boxers on him and his black socks and put him under the cover with only his head sticking out. I went to the restroom to change. As I changed I felt him starring at me. I hurried.

I went to the room closed the restroom door and said " I'll be back. " he looked at me. I had on a white muscle shirt. wear you can see that black straps to my bra and black yoga shorts. I walked out the room.

I came back with two waters and food that my mom had made. good thing no one was there so that they woudlnt see my eye or lip. Isaac was sitting down. I sat next to him. " Are you okay? " I said. " I'm sorry Ally " I ignored it. " I'm sorry for treating you as if you're my property. I should've not over reacted and I shouldn't have - "

" Just eat. " I innterupted  him. I turned on the TV and took a sip of my water and layed down. He turned off the TV. he layed down and put his arms over me and said " I love you Ally. I'm sorry I'm putting you through this. " And he began to kiss my shoulder and kept saying sorry to me and the baby. I turned to him. " I forgive you. only because I knew you weren't on your senses. But don't ever do that again. I know exactly what you were on and what it does. I've done it. you can't control yourself. You're not you. do it for us. " I stared into his eyes. he stared back. " Okay babe. " we gave each other a kiss. I turned on the TV and we ate an watched movies for the rest of the night. And stayed with me.