no longer a Virgin

telling isaac the news

I had an hour of thinking how I would tell Isaac. I was scared. I felt as if I was fast. I wasent this scared when we created this baby, yet I'm scared to tell him I'm pregnant..

* dialing Isaacs phone *

" wassup babe " he said

" what are you doing? "

" smoking a blunt watching tv and you? "

" laying down. "

" you feel okay? "

" oh yeah, I'm fine. " I began to cry.

" what did the doctor say? "

I don't think he could tell I was crying yet. but I felt as if my world was about to end. I'm turning 15 tomorrow and I'm pregnant.

" Isaac "

" babe why are you crying? "

" Isaac can you come over i have to talk to you " I began to shake.

" yeah I'm on my way I'll call you when I'm outside "

Isaac lives like 3 blocks away from me. so he came in like 7 minutes.

* phone ringing, I answer *

" come open the door "

I clicked. I nervously walked downstairs. and saw him behind the window next to the door. I opened it. crying. he came in. closed the door. and he tried hugging me. I moved. I grabbed his hand and led him upstairs into my room.

" what's wrong? "

" isaac I'm preg- wait. I'm not ready. o don't know if you're ready. were young. "

" you're pregnant? " he looked at me. I began to cry. I shook my head in a yes.

he looked at me up and down. he got on his knees. he raised my shirt below my bra. he put his hands on my stomach and his ear against it. then he kissed it and got up and kissed me on my forehead.

" anything that involves you and me, I'm ready for anything. as long as your with me. I love you ally. and I'm glad we're now a family and not just a couple. "

I looked at him. and I smilled.

" I love you too " i said. he wiped my tears. and he kissed me.

we layed down. " you're 15 tomorrow "

" I know "

he turned to look at me. " what else is tomorrow "

" 9 months together " I looked at him in a serious face laying on my back.

" 9 months down, forever to go " I hugged him. we fell asleep.

well I was asleep ....

" happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday ally happy birthday to you! " I looked up. it was my mom my brothers and sisters. and Isaac.

" blow out the candles! " my sister yelled.

* blows out the candles *

Isaac leaned in and kissed my cheeck.

" I love you "

and he moved back. him and my brothers were talking. I got up and my mom grabbed my hand and sat me back down.

" I love you baby, I know you wish your dad was here. we all do. despite all the wrong he's done to us. hell be out soon. he'd be so happy to see you happy like I am to see you happy " I hugged her. " I love you too mom. "

till about one in the morning me and Isaac stayed up talking about the randomest things. he wouldn't stop rubbing my belly. then he said he was gonna go home so that he could spend the day with me tomorrow. and he kissed me and my belly and he closed the front gate. as I locked the front door, I cried of joy. and wishing my dad was here.