no longer a Virgin

the day of my birthday

* ringing of my phone *

( unknown ) it read.

" hello? " I said.

" happy birthday ally! "

" thank you, who is this. "

" your bff in the whole wide world!! "

" DANIEL!!! I MISS YOU! I HAVE SO MUCH TO TELL YOU! "

" I'll go over when I can, I'm actually busy but I found the time to call my best friend who is now officially 15! what are you doing? "

" thank you " I laughed , " I'm not sure but can you find time to call me when your not as busy because I hear your mom yelling in the back "

" she'a loud ass bitch hellnah and yeah I'll try going over. love you and happy birthday shawty "

" bye Daniel " I giggled

I can hear my mom yelling at me to get ready.

I took a shower. did my hair. put on concealer and pink baby lips. since my eye lashes are already long I don't have mascara.

I put on a black shirt with dark jeans and fire red 3 Jordan's. basic outfit. I felt lazy.

I relay wished my dad could be here.

" Isaacs here! " my big brother yelled.

when I opened the door to my room, Isaac was standing. he came in closed the door locked it closed the curtains and turned off the restroom light.

he looked at me. came closer and said " happy birthday babe " and kissed me. he took my bag and put it on the bed.

we were laying down kissing on our sides. when my phone beeped. it was text message. Isaac read it.

' told you I'd make time for you shawty it's your day. I love you happy birthday ally  - Daniel '

" who's Daniel? " Isaac said. I sat up and said " my best friend why? "

" he texted you " he said with no emotion.

" let me see! " I said excited trying to grab my phone. he moved it.

" you don't have a guy best friend. I'm you'd guy bestfriend. I'm your only friend. you only talk to me! " he threw my phone and it cracked.

" what the fuck is wrong with you "

" you aint allowed to talk to other niggas "

" who said!? "

" I said !! I'm your only nigga! do you see your dad around? no! I'm the nigga "

my mind was so blown. I was full of anger.

" get out " I said trying to be calm.

" Ally stop " " GET OUT ISAAC! "

he got up and stayed still. I got up and tried picking up the phone till he he grabbed my arm and threw me on the bed.

" Isaac stop! " he held my arms apart with his hands. And I tried pushing him off me but he was to strong for me. so I bit him.

he looked at me. and I saw white in his nostrills. I then saw him pick up his hand to swing at me and I tried moving my face and I yelled " Isaac!!! " and he punched me in my face. not once but three times. I was unconscious. I woke up around 8 at night. it was already dark. I spent half my birthday unconscious.  I woke up and I saw Isaac. not only did I see him, I felt him. he was in me. I guess you can call it rape. because I didn't want it. I was mad. I couldn't believe he did what he did.