no longer a Virgin

reminiscing

" not much people would remember everything. and to be honest, I take it day by day. but for me, its fine to not remember much from the past. because the past is in the past. the present is what matter. I have my family, and my family, is my future. "

" when did you realize this? "asked my therapist.

" when I remembered how much I love Isaac and Lizette. they're my definition of happiness. my reason for life. "

" good. I think we've had a good session today Ally. you are improving very quickly. you are a very special girl. what are you doing for your daughters second birthday? "

" thank you Dr Wench. I might just gather the family and have a Cook out. "

" that sounds nice. At your house or your mothers? "

" My house. Isaac has been kind of sick. I don't want to have him or Lizette going back and forth. "

" Sounds great. It was. nice seeing you today Ally. I'll see you Wednesday at 1. "

As I drove home, I texted Isaac.

'' session is over babe. you feeling okay. ? "

" come home and snuggle with me "

When I unlocked the door. Lizette was watching TV in the living room on the Floor. " mommy!!! " she ran to me and I hugged her and kissed her. " happy birthday baby!! I love you! " she smiled and giggled. I put her down and locked the door. I walked to mine and Isaacs room I took off my shoes. and put my purse on the chair. I picked up the blanket and layed next to him. " babe " I said. he opened his eyes. " you're here " he said smilling. then he hugged me and he leaned in slowly. he began to kiss me. we slowly kissed. he put his hands on my butt. " do you remember this? " he said laughing while I still kept kissing him.       " how could I forget it? " I laughed. Lizette jumped on the bed and we all started laughing.

" party party party " Lizette kept saying.

" well there's not gonna be a party if you dont give daddy a big hug and kissy! " Isaac said smilling. As I laughed, Lizette and Isaac kept playing together.

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When Lizette party's was over. Isaac carried her to her bed. We finished cleaning the kitchen and went to the room.

" you are a great mother babe "

" I love you super dad "

I hugged him and he kissed my head.

" but, that piece of cake on your dresser is mine. " I threw him on the bed but he hugged me so we both fell on the bed.

" stop! " he yelled laughing. I started tickling him and he started tickling me.

" oh my god no Isaac stop!!! " I started laughing so I couldnt breathe. " I started moving alot and when my face was in his he stopped tickling me. he looked at me. " I love you babe. " he whispered. I looked at him. And I pulled myself in closer to him. I unbuckled his belt. and then his pants. then I sat on him. and put my nose to his, " I love you too Isaac " and then he kissed me. then he began to pick up my shirt. and pulled it off. he then unbuttoned my pants and then he rolled me over and he was on top off me and then he turned off the lamp. while he did that I took off my jeans. he tried looking for something in the jour and I moved his head towards mine. I pulled off his pants and then his shirt. our legs were tangled to each other. he started kissing my neck as he found his hands to my back to unhook my bra. he then took it off and I put him on the bottom of me, i then put the cover over us and we got under the covers I went lower till I met with his boxers. I took them off. and grabbed his part then he pulled me up and kissed me and started pulling my panties off then he got on me. he was now in me. the house was quiet. all you can hear is the very slow passionate low sound of moans. he was kissing my neck. and held the sheets and the other hand on his back. " i . I love you . s- . so much " he whispered in my ear. " uuh uuuuuuh " is all I could say. " do you love me? " he said slowly going in and out of me. kissing my neck " uh huh " I said " I love u uhh, uhh I love you al- a lot " he then stayed in me till his lips reached my lips. he pulled himself out. we kept kissing. " I wanna try something with you. " he said " okay " I said tired  with my eyes closed. " stay like this " he said. he went under the covers. he began to kiss my body. till he got to my belly. his hand seperating my legs, I was tingling. his fingers ran on the side of my legs. he them put his fingers in me in and out . " uhh uh uh mmmm Isaac " it hurtted. but it felt good. he then opened me and I felt his breathing. it was warm. I felt something wet down there. I couldn't stop moaning. he was licking me. slurping me as if I were a lollipop. he then got up an layed next to me. " I love you " I said laughing. then i turned to kiss him. he picked his shirt and put it on me and slipped his boxers on. we fell asleep hugging.