Sensation of Love ~ A Manan Novella✔️

Chtpr 64: Is he..?!

Nandini

“I am born and bought up in London. I completed my post graduation in medicines without any trouble and hardships because my parents had a decent job and had enough money in their bank accounts to raise me up, well enough. As I was a nerd their money never bothered me much until they fixed my marriage to his client’s son. It was a business transaction for their mutual gain but I didn’t know that and never cared to ask about it. I trusted my parent’s choice and married him not knowing he was the biggest player around the town. Like any other normal girl I believed in falling in love.

After marriage he was never actually there, but still I thought we could manage to settle this between us and try to at least be with each other and fall in the love in the end like any other fairytale. I was so wrong. I waited day and night for him to come back to me, but he never did.

I didn’t know what to do then when I called my parents but they straight away refused to help me out and said that it doesn’t matter if he is there with me or not but we both have to be legally married on the papers then nothing else mattered to them. Then I knew what this marriage meant to our parents. I was so heartbroken. We had taken vows in front of the priest. Even if it didn’t mean anything to them, I took it very seriously. For me it was a real marriage with real vows.
I didn’t know what to do after that. I felt so alone. I felt as if I am just a puppet in their game of business that they play it however way they wanted. They didn’t care about my feelings. It is as if I was nothing to them. I felt so betrayed.

I thought that Levid, my husband also didn’t know about this and then I went on searching for him. But what I found afterwards shocked me to the core, shattered me completely. I found him in a hotel room spending his night with two sluts. And the fact that he was so drunk that he didn’t even recognized me. He pulled me in with them to have fun with them. You can understand what fun they were actually referring to.

I felt so violated at that time. I got to know that he already knew about this business transaction between our families that’s why he decided to enjoy his life like he wasn’t married to me at all. He then threatened me not to do anything about it because we could lose so much money and if that happened he wouldn’t think twice before killing me for good.

It was all a mess. I was only prawn in their game. They played with my feelings. All of them. I was breaking down inside piece by piece and couldn’t take the pain anymore, and then I decided to end all of that, at once. I very well knew about the consequences but still went for it. I ended up my marriage for which I got disowned by my parents. My parents told me that if Levid or his parents decided to hunt me down, they won’t object. Can you imagine they were ready to get me killed? That was really it for me. I packed up my bags left London for good. Luckily I had enough money from where I worked as a Doctor in a well known Hospital in London.

I was no longer in a good state of mind. I was going through depression for which they denied approving my doctor’s license. I could no longer work as a doctor which was my passion. I had to so many menial jobs to survive in New York. Someone suggested that I should go for being a caretaker if I can’t continue to be doctor, that comes close to being a nurse and it also pays very well. Then I gave out my number to different agencies, from which one of them called me up. That’s how I ended up hired by Mr. Arrington, Mr. Malhotra’s close friend. His friend warned me up the first day explaining his friend’s miserable condition. He did say that his friend wasn’t very easy to handle but then I did survive with him for three years now.

And truly it wasn’t very easy. I knew I was starting to feel something for him and tried hard to stop myself. I knew he didn’t see me any different. I knew it was only going to be one-sided thing but still I couldn’t help myself and fell in love with him as the time passed by. I could have applied to get my doctor’s license again because I was in a much better condition then and my medical reports said so too but then I found my happiness in him. I was happy with the way things were. Though it wasn’t much, I was still content with the fact that I was close to my loved one. He is the first person that I could call mine after my own family who betrayed me.