Goodbye || Matt Espinosa

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HOLA! Lol i'm back with another chapter! I am gonna try and stick to only posting on Fridays during the school year. So after labor day only be expecting like a new update on fridays. :) .

It's easier for me to make the chapters better and reread them and get more school stuff in! Plus I am active and a runner and a ALL STAR cheerleader so my schedule is pretty jam packed. :/

Okay enough about my life...

QOTD: Anyone excited for school....OR NAH?

"Sometimes people who are thousands of miles away from you can make you feel better than people right beside you." -Shawn Mendes.

"Live simply so others can't simply live." -Matt Espinosa.

Bye Beautiful!

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"CHARLOTTE! MATT IS HERE!" My mom screamed. I opened my bedroom door. "SEND HIM UP!" I yelled back.

I went back over to my bathroom and was just touching up my make up. "Hola Bestie!" He said walking into my room. "In here." I said looking at my outfit one last time.

I was wearing light washed high wasted jean shorts and a black t-shirt with a huge sunflower on it. I fixed my messy bun and slide on my glasses. (nerd glasses) I put on my black vans and tied them up quickly. "Ready to go?" Matt asked walking into the bathroom.

"Yep...toss me my phone." I said pointing to it on my desk. He grabbed it and threw it at me. "MATTHEW!" I screeched. "What? You said pass and in football a pass is a throw so I threw it at you." He explained and shrugged.

I huffed and crossed my arms across my chest. I glared at him. He mimicked my potion and we stayed that way for a good five minutes. "GUYS WHAT IS TAKING SO LONG! SCHOOL STARTS IN FIVE MINUTES LETS GO!" My mom screamed. I rolled my eyes and grabbed my light blue penny board and bag.

"Lets go you idiot." I said and walked out of my room. He fake gasped. "I am no idiot!" He said sassy. "Whatever lets go before my mom has a fit." I said grabbing his wrist and pulled him out of my room.

"There you kids are! You mother is stressing out! Your going to be late!" My dad said. "Wanna skate there?" I asked Matt who already had his board in his hand and a smirk plastered on his pretty little face.

Did I just call my best friend pretty?

No. I can't like him. I shook my head trying to get the thoughts out.

"Race ya?" He asked hopping on his board. "Bring it on looser!" I said and skated past him.

"Your gonna be the looser!" He yelled once he past me.

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"Don't have sex. You will get pregnant and die." My health teacher stated. I looked around and saw scared faces everywhere. Am I the only one in here who hasn't lost my virginity? I muffled my laugh with a cough. Matt nudged me in the stomach.

"Yes you." Mrs. B said pointing to Cassie a girl in the class with her hand up. she is the most dumbest person ever. Like she once thought that one plus one was eleven. Like who is that stupid?

"Whats sex?" We all groaned and I face-palmed my forehead. See I told you she was stupid.

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I walked into the cafeteria and everyone looked at me. "Eww look its Charlotte the schools freaky genius." Someone whispered. But it was so quiet I could hear them. "She's fat." Someone else mumbled. Okay sure I'm the fat one! I am a runner and have abs from working out! Whatever.

It still hurt being called it don't get me wrong.

I walked fastly to a empty table and sat down burying my head in my hands. Soon everyone went back to their conversations.

"Ha. Loner." Someone said walking past me. I rolled my eyes and took a bite of my sandwich. "Eww its the slut." Someone muttered. I sighed and whipped a new tear off my cheek. I continued to eat mu lunch until a familiar face popped out.

Matt.

He was sitting with the jocks. Why would he go sit with the people that bully me? I threw my lunch away and ran out for the cafeteria and to the bathrooms. I had mascara running down my face. I took some paper towels and whipped it off. Why would Matt just ditch me like that? I know he has other friends hi football friends he sits with but not the jocks my bullies! What the heck. A buzz interrupted my thoughts. I grabbed my phone out of my back pocket and read the message.

From: Bestie: y aren't u @ lunch? where r u?

To: Bestie: stfu go ask ur new friends

Maybe that was a little rude but he totally deserved it. I locked my phone and looked at my appearance. "Whatever." I muttered to myself. I walked out of the girls bathroom and to my History class. Which sadly I have with Matt...

I walked in and the whole class looked at me. I looked down at my book and walked quickly to a new seat since Matt and I sat next to each other. "Ha. Looser." A paper ball hit the back of my head. I turned around and saw where it came from. Matt's desk. I threw it back at him and it hit him in the face. He looked at me with a confused face. I rolled my eyes and turned back around. What a idiot.

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Finally it was the end of the day. This couldn't have went any slower. right now I'm trying to walk home avoiding my best friends calls. Well my ex- best friend. Looks like i'm back to being friendless. Yeah Matt was my only friend.

"CHARLOTTE! PLEASE!" He yelled running up behind me. I whipped my eyes and kept walking.

"CHARLOTTE PLEASE LET ME EXPLAIN! CHARLOTTE!" Matt yelled grabbing my wrist and yanking me back. I yelped in the pain he caused.

"Let. Go. Of. Me." I said through clenched teeth. "Let me explain. Please." He pleaded. I shook my head saying 'no' and looked down trying to stop my tears that kept streaming down my cheeks. He lifted my chin with his fingers and looked me in the eye.

"Charlotte I would never betrayed you like that. You need to understand that I will never leave you. Charlotte I got partnered with Mia. I and to go ask her something about the project and then they invited me to eat with them so I did. But only because I wanted to get to know my partner better." He explained.

"Charlotte please... say something." He says his eyes getting glossy. "How can I believe you won't leave me Matt?" He surprised me with his actions. He kissed me. Softly but passionately. I kissed him back and can't help myself not have feelings for my best friend.

Wait what?

I can't like my best friend can I?