Goodbye || Matt Espinosa

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Hey guys! Woah so has your day been?

Mine was okay i mean I spent it with all of my friends at my field trip but i was with all boys so ya.... they all know me since i was in preschool so were all good! Hahaha....but I wish i could spend it with my friends that were girls if you get what I mean... not that boys are bad I actually like boys as my friend a boy is actually my best friend but like you kinda get it?

Okay nvm.... haha... byeee

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|| c h a r l o t t e || 

 "FLIGHT 223 TO CALIFORNIA IS NOW BOARDING!"  A speaker announced. "Charlotte I love you so much never forget that." He said pulling me close to him much to my discomfort. He is making this harder than it needs to be. 

 "Goodbye Matthew." I cried. 

"Hey...hey! Never say goodbye because goodbye means going away and going away means forgotten." He said lifting my chin up with his index finger making me look into his chocolate brown eyes. 

 "You promise Matt you will never forget me?" I whispered. 

"I promise Charlotte." 

To my surprise he kissed me. And guess what I did. 

Kiss right back. 

Damn this whole heart break thing is gonna be hell. 

~ Previous time ~

"Matt you gotta go..." His mom shoo'ed him away. I watched as he walked towards his gate. Before entering he turned around and looked me in the eye. 'Bye Charlotte.' He mouthed to me waving. 'Bye Matthew.' I mouthed back and waved just like him. He turned back around and went back onto his plane. I walked away saying good bye to Mrs. Espinosa. I feel like my whole world is gone. Matt is my whole world. Now he is gone. Get it? Okay I think you do. 

Before I knew it my mom shook me out of my thoughts. "We're home hun." I just gave her a weak smile and got out running right up to my room. Netflix and ice cream seem good for the rest of my life right? I can live off that stuff?

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Text from Nash Grier :}: Heyyy!

Me: Hey :(

Nash Grier :} : I'm getting a strong feeling that your sad... 

Me: What gave it away?

Nash Grier :} : The sad face :'(

Me: Yeah I guess i'm sad...

Nash Grier :} : Awh don't be sad. I hate seeing pretty girls cry.

Me: u can't see me tho :/

I looked over at my lap top that was now ringing. I walked over and answered it knowing its Nash.

"I can see you now. And i don't like seeing you this way." He said. I sighed, "Then why did you call me?" 

"Because I did. Got a problem I'm trying to cheer you up!" He said. I let out a sour laugh. "Yeah well nothing is gonna make me happy unless I have my Matthew back." I said harshly crossing my arms over my chest. "Woah sounds like its your time of the month too." He said rolling his eyes. "Whatever."