Goodbye || Matt Espinosa

|| c h a p t e r e i g h t e e n ||

Ello feinds! jk ahaha anyway this book is ending in like a two chapters! Im writing a Hayes one next and that one will be edited and actually good so aha. Okay bye

- Briana

Unedited.**

|| c h a r l o t t e ||

So it's been like 3 days since the car thing and my mom won't let me in a car until my cramps stop. Ugh. 

adwadum (lmao with the sound I just made. text message sound)

Mattchu: Hey

Me: hi.

Mattchu: Are you okay?! Im omw.

I rolled my eyes. And curled up closer to my bed. About five minutes there was a knock on my door. I made a groaned and Matt walked in with chocolate and movies and tampons. :Thanks mattchu." I said and kissed his cheek. "Movie day?" He asked I nodded and he put in the movie If I Stay and plopped down next to me. 

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I had my face still in a pillow. "Come on beautiful." He said. I sniffled and looked up. That movie was sooooo sad ugh. "That was super cute and sad." Matt said kissing my forehead. I nodded. "Hey i gotta get home. But I Hope you feel better." He said and stood up. "Thanks for everything Mattchu." 

"Welcome." And with that he walked out. 

mkdnaun

My stomach grumbled. I stood up and walked down stairs grabbing my moms keys. Maybe some In and Out will be good. I started the car and drove in the darkness down my street. 

bzzz

I grabbed my phone but it slipped out of my hand. I kept one hand on the wheel and started looking on the ground for my phone. Before I knew it I was getting tossed everywhere and all I could see was blackness. 

^^^^^

I opened my eyes and looked around. Pare medics where surrounding my crushed car and a body with a pool of blood. I walked over and there was a mask covering the girls face. Is that me? Am I dead? 

I heard a gasp. I quickly turned around and saw my mom covering her mouth with her hands tears streaming down her face. I ran over to her. "MOM IM ALIVE IM RIGHT HERE! CAN YOU SEE ME MOM IM RIGHT HERE!" I screamed waving my hands around. 

Why can't they see me? "COME ON WE ARE LOOSING HER LETS GO!" A doctor screamed and they lifted me? into the ambulance. 

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 || m a t t h e w ||

"She WHAT?!" I screamed into my phone. "Just come here as fast as you can." I dropped my phone and ran out the door and sprinted to the hospital as fast as I could. How could she get into an accident I was just with her! She seemed fine then. 

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"Where am I?" I asked myself. I ran down the hospital wing to find my room and saw Matt sprinting here. "Matthew." I whispered and ran down to see him. 

"PLEASE WHAT ROOM IS SHE IN?!" Matt screamed slamming his fist on the front table. I ran over to him and hugged him. "Matt I'm okay I'm right here!" 

"She's not doing well right now. You can't go see her. Are you immediate family?" She asked. "No please let me in please please," He cried. "I'm sorry but no." 

He fell to the ground and started crying harder. "Sir you need to move." He moved to the waiting room chair and sat there. He looked broken. Like someone took candy away from a 3 year old but worse. He started mumbling things under his breath. I ran back up to my room and went u to my unconscious body. 

"You need to fight. Stay alive. Matthew looks terrible he needs you. And you need him. You can't leave him. You have to fight." I yelled to myself and fell to knees crying. 

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 || n a s h ||

We are all sitting in this horrible hospital staring at the white walls. How could this happen? Everyone is a reck and we can't even see her. We all refused to go to Magcon and stay here. Matthew is the worst he won't stop crying and hasn't left this hopsital chair or slept for 4 days. I heard this happened and My mom, Sky and hayes all flew here and are staying at the Espinosas. They rest are staying at Charlottes. 

"Charlotte?" A nurse asked we all stood up. "Family?" She asked again we all stood standing. "Okay uh she isn't doing good at all. Right now all you guys can do is pray I'm sorry." She said writing stuff down on a clip board. "Can we see her?" I asked cross my fingers. "No, no one is allowed in the room. I'm sorry again." She said and smiled weakly and left. Matt started crying again along with her mom. 

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what do they mean 'im not doing well?' Does that mean I'm gonna die? I ran over to where the nurse is and read her clip board. So far they did every treatment. I slammed the clip board on the ground and ran to my room again. I tripped and fell. I pulled my hair and screamed out loud. I felt a hand touch my shoulder I turned around and saw a clear beautiful girl with white wings and a long pretty dress. "Come with me. You won't be hurting anymore. Just close your eyes." She said. 

"NO! I'M NOT LEAVING DO YOU SEE THEM? THEY ARE ALL A MESS I CAN'T LEAVE THEM NOT YET NO PLEASE I HAVE TO STAY." I yelled. 

"You are coming one way or another." She said and walked into the sun. 

"WAKE UP WAKE UP WAKE UP!" I screamed to myself. Pictures of my life kept flashing throught my mind. I closed my eyes tightly and i felt myself float up to a light. The sound of beeping stopped and I heard nothing. Soon screams and cries erupted and then 

BOOM.

I was gone just like that.

Remember live life today because yesterday is gone and tomorrow is not always promise. 

"Goodbye Matthew Lee Espinosa"