Goodbye || Matt Espinosa

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I'm such a terrible person! I haven't update in like a week. Anyway here is another update for y'all!

~We don't have to be ordinary make your best mistakes coz we don't hav the time to be sorry so baby be the life of the party~

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"Hey Nash?" I called into his hotel room. "IN HERE!" I followed his voice to the kitchen. "Sup Charlie." Cameron said taking a bite of his cereal. "What are you guys doing today?" I asked sitting next to Cameron.

"Thinkin' 'bout going skydiving." Nash said throwing a cheerio at Cam's forehead. I rolled my eyes as Cameron fired on back at him hitting him in the eye. "BRO! YOU GOT IT IN MY EYE!" Nash yelled covering his eye. 

"Sucks to suck." He mumbled and shoved more food into his mouth. The door opened and Matt walked in. "Who's sucking what?" He asked. "No one is sucking anything." I say standing up and helping Nash with his eye. 

"MATTHEWWWW!" We heard a scream. I looked at Matt with my nose scrunched up. He stood up quickly and walked over to me kissing my nose and running into  a room. "I wasn't in here." He said. I looked back at Nash who was smirking.

"What?" I snapped taking one of Cam's cheerio and chucking  it at Nash. "MY EYE!" He screamed and covered his other eye. "MY CHEERIO!" Cam screamed. "Shit." I stood up quickly and ran out of the room with one eye Grier and a cheerio lover on my heels. 

 I sprinted into Taylor and Hayes room and hid behind Taylor. "Whatcha doin'?" Hayes asked. "Hiding from your brother." I whispered. "WHERE IS SHE?" The door bursted open. "Behind Taylor." Chloe said. If any of you don't know Chloe is Hayes's 'girlfriend' none of us like her. She is just using him for fame, money and Nash. "Bitch."

Nash ran over to me and picked me up. I squealed. "Nashhhhhhh let me gooo!" I screamed hitting his back. "Yeah let the slut go." Chloe said. Nash stopped in his tracks and turned toward Chloe. She stood there with her arms crossed. "How about no." Nash snapped and glared at her. "Hayes be ready in ten minutes we are going skydiving." He said and he walked out with me still on his back. "Ooo yay I love skydiving." I laughed harshly. "Thats great but the funny part is your not coming." I said and Nash slammed the door. He put me down and we started laughing really hard. "H-her f-face!" Cameron said holding his stomach. 

 "Lets go before Hayes flips shit." Nash said picking me up once again and running down the hall. "FOR NARNIA!" 

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"I'm not doing this." I stuttered. "Awh is wittle Charlotte scared of a wittle plane?" Carter asked in a baby voice. "Come on babe, please." Matt begged. I looked down slightly blushing and shook my head. "Guys she doesn't want to go. See we should have left her at home and brought Chlo." Hayes said. My head snapped up and I sent him a glare. "I'm coming." I said standing up with all the confidence I don't have. 

"YAY!" Jacob yelled throwing his arms in the air along with Matthew. I followed them on the helicopter and immediately sat down and closed my eyes. "Hey...you okay?" I looked up and saw Shawn sitting next to me. I smiled. "Yeah...I don't really like heights." I said. "HEY CHARLIE! C'MERE!" Matt yelled. "One sec." I stood up and walked to Matt. "Yesh?" He wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed the tip of my nose. I scrunched it up and made the puma face at him. 

We both started laughing hysterically. "CARTER! Did you take a picture of us?" I asked getting out of Matt's arms. "Maybeeee." I laughed and rolled my eyes. 

"Alright kids so we are about to start who is going first?" The pilot asked. I felt my face drain with blood. I looked out the window. Pure terror took over me. 

I'm not jumping. I'm not jumping. I'm not jumping. I'm not jumping. I'm not jumping. I'm not jumping. 

I told myself as someone buckled something around my waist. "You'll be fine Charlie...stop worrying!" Nash said rubbing my back. I nodded slowly and looked down at my feet. "Lets go guys! We are all going together." Cameron said jumping up and down. Someone's a little anxious. 

 "Ready kids....on three....ONE, TWO, THREEE!" Bart screamed and everyone jumped. I stood there frozen. I'm not jumping. 

"Charlotte." I looked to where the voice was coming from. Matt. He didn't jump? "Matthew you didn't jump?" I asked and hugged him. "I'm not doing this without you." He said. "Matt, I can't, I can't do this. I thought I could but I can't I can't jump Matt I just can't!" I rambled on and on. He grabbed behind my neck and smashed his lips to mine.

Our lips moved in sync. I felt as if our lips were a puzzle piece. I could feel the forth of July in my stomach.  

"Uhm kids. You need to go if your doing it." One of the people said. I looked at Matt. "Charlotte I've known you for what 15 years? Yeah that's alot. I would never let you do something that is dangerous. Nothing will hurt you because I'm here to protect you. If you go down I go down. You can do this Charlie. I l-love y-ou." He said scratching the back of his neck. 

Did he just say he loved me? 

What? 

I nodded and grabbed his hand. "Ready. Lets go." Matt said and we jumped. 

I felt as if I was flying. Souring threw the sky. Like a bird. My parachute went up and Matt and I floated down. I heard cheering and I looked down at all of my friends. I smiled and looked at Matt. "SMILE FOR THE CAMERA!" Mahogany screamed. Matt and I looked down and smiled. "That's going in the book." She said. I landed and jumped on Matt. He surprising caught me and hugged me back tighter.

 "Good job Charlie!" Nash said coming over to me and hugging me. "Okay we have a problem! We haven't took a selfie together!" Nash said looking at me seriously. I laughed and nodded. He took out his phone and handed it to Taylor. I jumped on Nash's back and smiled. "Dude do you eat?" He joked.

"I LOVE FOOD!" I screamed causing everyone to laugh. "Talking about food...anyone up for Taco Bell?" Hayes asked. 

"HELL YA!"

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"Does Hayes hate me?" I asked Aaron. We are taking a nice walk right now. Everyone was to lazy and I wanted to explore the city. So Aaron said he would go with me. "Nahh he just I don't know he is weird." He sighed. I nodded. "I hope he doesn't I mean he is stuck with me for the rest of the tour." I laughed. "YOUR COMING?" Aaron asked turning to me. "Yeah Matt asked Bart and he said "It is a pleasure having me"." I mimicked Barts voice. He cheered and jumped around. 

"Calm yourself Aaron." I laughed. He stopped and looked me in the eye. "No." We both started to laugh really hard. "How long is the tour anyway?" I asked as we continued to walk back. "Two months. The rest of the summer." He replied. "Lovely I gotta deal with you people for another two months." I joked. He pouted and crossed his arms over his chest. 

"I'm amazing! I'm so funny!" I laughed. "Ya funny looking." He gasped and covered his heart. "JUST KIDDING!" I said and hugged him. He hugged me back tightly. I don't want this summer to end. I'm gonna miss these guys like crazy. 

"What is going on out here?" I jumped out of Aarons arms and looked at Matthew who looked as if he was about to punch someone. Oh god. 

"Matt I swear it's n-" 

"You know what Charlotte I don't wanna hear it. I thought you liked me but I guess I was wrong. Whatever!" He said and turned and walked away. "MATTHEW!" I said running after him. He ran faster and soon I stopped running. He was gone out of sight.