Hola guys so hopefully you saw my last update because that explains why I haven't posted in a while. And if you did hopefully you can forgive me. So if you did here is chapter 14. Enjoy :).
Stay Beautiful my girlies love you all so much.
|| m a t t ||
I was fuming inside. You have no idea. How does it feel to have your heart ripped out stabbed a hundred times and then glued back together, then shattered again. Like hell if that was what you are thinking. This is exactly what I'm feeling right now. It's been about a month of what happened between Charlotte and I. I still can't talk to her and she's always around with the other boys. They know what is happening between us and Nash and Cameron tried getting us to talk. Just doesn't work. I mean if I did let her explain why her and Aaron were hugging we would'nt be in this mess. But I'm stubborn and a complete idiot.
"Hey Matt you wanna go get some Starbucks with me?" Cameron asked. "Uhm I've got plans." I lied and I bet he could tell. "No you don't. Stop Matt." I rolled my eyes. "Stop what." I fired at him. "Stop saying you have plans and ditching us. We all know you still like Charlie and its noticeable. You need to talk to her and if you don't have the balls to do that then MOVE ON!" He yelled. "Shut the Frick up you dumb fuck. I do not like her." I said. Maybe that was a little to mean.
He laughed harshly and stood up. "You keep acting like a douche no one will like you." He said and walked out slamming the door behind him. I groaned loudly. I guess he is sorta right. I mean I should talk to her or move on. But I don't know what to do.
Something in me says I'm in love with her.
Something else says to get over her.
Is this what a heart break is. If it is I hate it.
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Day 56 and a half. Is it bad that I have been counting since Matt and I broke it off? I don't know what to do anymore. He was my world and I lost him. So I lost my world. I'm somewhere in outer space right now just floating. Well at least that's where my heart and head is.
"Charlieeee wanna go see a movie with me because Taylor won't come with me." Nash pouted and cross his arms. "What movie is it?" I asked going threw my IG feed for like the hundredth time today. "Erm- Frozen?" He asked? "You don't sound so sure." I said crossing my arms over my chest. "Fine, Fine, Fine. It's a horror movie. BUT PLEAASSSSEEEE COME I'M BEGGING YOU!" He said getting down on his knees and made a sad face. I rolled my eyes.
"Nash you know I'm terrified of those movies so no." He jumped up. "NO CHARLOTTE PLEASE COME! None of it's true." I laughed sarcastically. "Last time I watched a scary movie with you I couldn't sleep for a like a month. I had to sleep with your stinky butt." I said. "HEY! That's only because I scared you halfway through it. I promise I won't this time. But please come." He begged giving me a puppy dog face. I groaned. "FINE!" I said throwing my arms up in the air. "YAYYYYYY!" I laughed.
He's such a loser.
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Fanfiction"Goodbye Matthew." I choked. He lifted my chin with his fingers. "Hey...hey don't say goodbye because goodbye means going away and going away means forgotten." He whispered. "You promise Matt, you will never forget me?" I cried. He whipped a tear o...
