Yaaram - Always & Forever

Prologue

I can be crazy, I can be mad but I can't be bothered by the fact of never being able to have him even after having him. I know my life will be a mess once I tie the knot with him, but I'm pretty sure his will be worst.

I took continuous puffs from my ciggerate, my eyes glued to him speaking on his phone. He was busy on that call for the past 40 minutes.

Kashan wasn't any usual guy, he hated the concept of emotions after Zamaira left. I was never able to make out what I thought was for me always belonged to her... What I was getting today will somehow always belong to her.

"Waraina? What's wrong?" my mother interupted my train of emotional thoughts.

"Why did Zamaira leave?" I asked her all of a sudden.

She took a look at my fiance and then glanced back at me. Her face explained the reasons why I was worried for him. I no longer wanted an answer, I already had one.

I gave her a smile and throwing the ciggerates aside walked towards Kashan.

Each step told me to step back, each step pleaded me to let everything go as planned, each step warned me I'll lose all I have now but I guess one sided love is blessed with some magical power I can't explain in words.

"Kashan." I placed my hand on his shoulder disturbing his call.

He looked at me astonished and signaled to wait. If I get to wait now, I might lose all the courage I had gathered.

"Kashan... I want to speak now." I tell him, more like order him for the first time in years.

"Are you backing out?" he asked and got back to his phone call ignoring me.

The most straight forward guy ever is never wrong.

"I will if you ask me to." I smile.

He gulps down my words and sighs hanging up the phone call as he realises what I was upto. He was too good at guessing.

I gave him a more positive smile and hugged him.

"I know it's because of our parents that we are in this situation today but I can still get you out of this. I know it will be hard because my feelings for you are pretty obvious. I'm sorry but it's my problem that I have fallen for you. Trust me, I won't ever come in between the way of your happiness. Change my name if you ever find Waraina Raza crying over you or because of you. I danced the whole night when you wrote that song for me. I'll live dancing on it for the rest of my life but I won't force you ever to do something that you are not happy about." I whisper in his ears.

"Kashan Usman Haque, I free you." I tell him before parting away smiling wider than before.

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