Chasing Love

Chapter 17

------------Miles POV------

The doctor walks into the waiting room and we all stand up.

"Will she be okay?"

"Samantha is in critical condition." That's better then dead. But, it still isn't the same.

"What do you mean critical?" Parker asks tensing up.

"Samantha isn't able to breathe without a machine just yet. After more stitching, rest and healing we will see how Samantha does." Parker looked like somebody just shot his puppy. I probably look the same. I really care about Sam and I don't want anything to happen to her. This is all my fault, if I haden't interupted Parker's phone call with Sam then she wouldn't be here in the hospital right now. I practically ran towards the closest bathroom. I took a seat on the toilet (still in my jeans) and put my face in my hands. I never thought I would be someone to do this, I took out my pocket knife and started cutting my wrist. Small cuts so Parker or anyone wouldn't notice. 

It's all your fault.

How could you let this happen?

Your not good enough for her, your a pussy. She needs a real man. 

If you didn't tell Parker while on the phone she wouldn't be hurt or in that hospital bed.

THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT.

You should die for what you have done.

I couldn't help it. I started crying, everyone cries at one point. This is my point. I cut a couple more cuts until I knew I had to stop. Parker couldn't see me like this not this depressed. I just have to hide it all keep it all in. I hope I really hope Parker never finds out. I would hate myself so much if he did. Parker would never let me live this way, he would try to help then I would rebel against him then our friendship would be over. My life would be over. Heck, it already feels like it is.

--------------------Parker's POV------------ 

Miles taking a while, hopefully he doesn't blame himself. Miles blamed himself for his Mom's death, he had an overdose and luckily we got him to the ER quick enough. Miles doesn't remember a thing about the overdose or being in the hospital and he never will.

I should go check on him. I was walking down the hall when I saw a way to familiar face. Zach, what the hell is that fucker doing here.

"What the fuck are you doing here Davis?" 

"I came to see Sam."

"Well your gonna have to trun around and leave. You are not going to see my sister after what you pulled."

"Look, I'm sorry."

"Sorry for getting her drunk, raping her then sending out nude photos? When you were fucking sober!"

"Yes, I am sorry for that."

"Sorry will never be enough not get out of here. Remember we are on floor seventeen and there's a window right there."

Zach turned around and walked toward the elevator. Then doctors rushed passed me. To Samantha's room. I followed them, I was feet from the door when it slammed shut. I could here the long beep of a beatless heartbeat.

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A/N

Sorry for a short chapter!!!! 

Sorry for the looong update.

What did ya think of Miles past and Zach? 

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