The Bad Boy's Girl{Currently editing}

Chapter 29: I got Sunishine On a Cloudy Day

"Teynana McKinney! I am through YOU HEAR ME? THROUGH! You need to stop the drugs and alcohol and drugs and-" Sunshine barged in but froze her lecture when she saw me depressingly stabbing a cold waffle with my fork.

"I'm not drink nor doing drugs right now." I muttered quietly.

" Oh. Well you should've at least called me baby." She pointed and sat next to me.

"Want me to cut this up for you?"She asked pointing to my waffle.

"Can't." I mumbled.

"Why not?" she asked.

"Jacob took all sharp objects and hid them some where." I said.

"Why would he do that?" she asked.

"Because of this." I held out my arms  showing her my previous cuts.

Sorry but I have been in deep depression. I can't believe myself. All the flash backs and night mares makes me want to just end my life. I didn't feel a reason to live. I felt ashamed of myself. I kept getting threat notes and all. I just want my little man.

"Omg." She breathed. I raised my shirt showing the note deeper scars in my stomach.

"You got a piercing and a tattoo?!" she said. and looked at me . "omg! I didn't know you've changes so much!" she said.

Yes. I've changed. I wore a lot of black now and I died my hair black. I got a nose and lip piercing. I got 3 tattoos. Two large ones covering up all my arms. And one on my waist.

One arms has my moms face and something about her written all over that arm. The day she was born and the day she died. On my other arms was the same thing but about my sister. The tattoos were gorgeous. They covered my whole arms inked and bright and beautiful colors.

I had on tattoo on my waist that says H.O.P.E and in cursive at the bottom it says " Hold. On. Pain. Ends.". It was a quote my mom and sister and I loved.

I had a belly ring,lip and noes ring. So yeah I looked different.

Very different . But I got this stiff when I was completely waisted.  I don't know what happens when I got them. I just woke up naked on my bathroom floor every morning with beer smeared all over the ground.

I'd see my new tat or piercing and do the same thing again after I come from the gym or training.

"Yeah. I'm sorry about being a ass. I missed you so min though. I needed you by me and I knew I was a mess. I didn't want you to see me like that." I said. She smiled and hugged me tightly.

I needed sunshine on a cloudy day. She was all I had besides David who is completely blind to everything and Jacob who is now who I can call my boyfriend.

I really need sunshine. I really do. Without her, Jacob and Christian there is no point in living.

I'd die for Sunshine I hopes she knows that. I feel like a complete ass for bailing out on her like that once I found out they took my brother and my baby Keynna. I will fuck all dem hoes up Teynana style. No damn mercy.

"It's okay its hard I know." She hugged tighter. I sighed and inhaled her vanilla scent. God only knows how much I need her.

"Yeah." I say quietly ass we pulled away.

"Okay but foreal tee. I'm done just sitting around and waiting for Therese hoes. I need Chrissy and my Keynna back! I say we just go in and shoot all dem hoes!!" She said angrily.

" I don't think that will work baby." Jonathan came in and pecked her neck slightly chuckling just as Jacob walked in with some groceries.

" Yeah sunshine you need to learn how to fight first." I smirk. My barbie Bestie can fight for shit.

"I can beat ass tee. Don't under estimate me." She glared. I just chukled and stood.

"Show me what you got princess." I taunted. I could practically feel the anger off of her.

"Teynana I can fight." she said hotly.

"Prove it." was all I said before walking out side on the lawn.

Sunshine came out after wards and stood from me her arms crossed.

"You want me to fight you?" she asked.

"Yes." I said getting in to fighting position like my trainer taught me.

" I can't fight my best friend." She mumbled.

"Shut up sunshine! They took your sister! Victoria is after Jonathan! There is nothing we can do! And if we could you can't fight! while were kicking ass for out little people you'll be stuck in the car with a seat belt on with the doors because she don't want you to get hurt!" I yelled at he with fake venom in my voice. I wanted to get her mad. To make her fight me. Take her anger out on bashing low down a dirty people's head in. This seemed to pissed her off because before I knew it sunshine lunged at me.