He lied. He lied to protect you. He lied to protect the love of his life and he will regret it till the day he dies.
The day he lied to you was the day that you almost broke.
You walked into the Cube Entertainment looking for your boyfriend of 2 years. He was a member of Pentagon. You walked into the practice room and see all of Pentagon practicing.
You smile and yell "FOOD." You see al the boys stop and turn to you and you see a girl all over Yanan. "Well hello there." You say and smile at the girl all over Yanan.
"Hello may I ask who you are?" She says.
"Yanan girlfriend why?" You says ns the girl looks at Yanan. You walk up to him and kiss him gently. "Hey baby." You say and grab his hand and drag him out of the room and into the hallway.
"Why was she all over you?" You asked obviously jealous.
"She just a friend babe I promise." He says obviously nervous.
"Promise?"
"Yes baby I promise."
For week this friend was always near Yanan. She was holding his hand ,kissing his cheek, holding him like
you so but only in public or when cameras are on.
As you walk into the practice room you saw the girl kiss him and he kisses back.
You dropped the glass bottle in your hand and your eyes teared up. "Y-Yanan?"
His eyes widen and he yell the people
To turn the cameras off. "Baby it's not what it looks like." He said.
"Don't baby me. You kisses her. In front of all your members. Im front of me." You said. "It's over. We're over." You say.
Wooseok runs to you as you walk out the door and picks you up. "Yanan she needs to know before you actually lose her." The giant maknae said.
"He already lost me." You sobbed into Wooseoks chest.
Wooseok carries you while Yanan walks behind him. They both walk into the Cube owners office and Wooseok set you down in a chair.
"PD-nim we need to tell her...she caught us today." Yanan said.
You look at the owner and he starts to speak. "He's not cheating on you. Well sorta he was forced to have a fake girlfriend because he thought you you wouldn't want to be in public eyes." The owner said.
You looked at Yanan in horror. "Did you ever think to ask me before doing at all? Did you really think I wouldn't have found out?" You stand up. "I'll be in the roof when you have the calls to tell me yourself why you did it." You stormed out the room grabbing Wooseoks Hans and dragging him to the roof with you.
You get on the roof and hug him. You sob into his chest. You stays there a good half hour before Yanan came up and told Wooseok to go to practice.
You walk to the edge in the building and sit on it and Yanan sits next to you. You sit in a comfortable silence.
"Renee....I was protecting you. I knew you didn't want to be in public eyes because of the hate but the boss needed me to have a girlfriend I'm the public eyes for news. I refused to let you in public eye." He said.
"Refused? That was not your choice. That was mine. You could have asked. You could have came to me instead of practically cheating on me no you did cheat on me and the worst part I'm not mad at you for that. I'm mad because you didn't tell me it ask me at all. I'm mad cause you cared enough about me to lie. God I hate that you care so much boy I love it was my whole heart." You said and stand up and so do Yanan.
"I'll always protect you from anything, from hate, from my members from anything and this time i hurt you more than I did protecting you and i will never forgive myself. I'm sorry is never gonna he enough and I promise to make it up to you." He said tears in his eyes. "I screwed up big this time and I will never be able to make it up to you but I will try." He says and a year slips down his face.
"Baby boy....you've told me the whole story right?" You asked and he nodded. "You promise me baby?"
"Yes I promise you I told you everything." He said.
"You have a lot to make up for and a few day sleeping in the couch but you have not lost me. I still love you and I am still you're girlfriend. The only thing that has changed is my trust for the boys and mostly you. I love you but it will take time to gain my trust back. I'm not ready to go out publicly but id it gets her away from what's mine, I'll do it. You are mine and only mine and I will never share you." You say pulling him for a rough kiss.
He kisses baxk just as rough but pulled away leading you off the roof and into a closet. He kisses you roughly again and with the most passion you ever felt from him. His hand slid up your shirt and your hands down his pants.
You two took your anger out on each other in that closet along with making up. As you were getting dressed you opened the closet and walked out saying.
You're still sleeping in the couch tonight baby boy remember that." You hear him whine and you smirk and keep walking knowing you won and knowing he's will do whatever it takes to have your full trust back and apparently he knew how to do that.
He ran up behind you pulling a box out of the pants your hands were just in and he said out loud. "Marry me"
You turn and look at him and he drops to one knee. "Marry me Renee and I promise to make you the happiest person alive." He said.
You smiles at him and stood him up. "Yes I'll marry you...but you are still sleeping on the couch." You say taking the ring a putting it on your finger. He chuckles as you walked away and he followed you like the lost puppy he was.
The next few days Yanan slept on the couch after a week you let him back into the bed with you. He started making everything up to you and he knew you'd be very difficult with him and he understood why. Your wedding was held off til he gained your trust. He loved you and will always regret almost breaking you that day. He's guilt will live with him forever but as time goes on ams as he warned your trust back you will reassure him it was all in the past and yes it was your first big fight but nothing could make you leave him unless it was wanted cheating boy that a different sorry and he knows that.
He will never give up on you and you will never give up on him. That's what love is is never giving up on each other even through so many hiccups and one thing is certain you loved each other with no restraint.
