Yanan was your boyfriend. He has been your boyfriend for a year and a half He was kinda and gentle. He was everything you could every ask for but you had one problem with your relationship. No one knew but be two of you. So you had to sneak around and pretend you were nothing more than a best friend yo him in front if everyone.
When people told you to get together you wanted to tell them you were. When people called you cute with him you wanted to say you were his.
For some reason he never claimed you as his in front of everyone and got angry when someone flirted with you on front of his and you didn't do anything about it. One day you had enough of the secrets and the lying and you finally realized why he never told anyone.
You stores into Cube Entertainment. You were fuming at your boyfriend, he had left the house a mess after having all of Pentagon over.
You stormed into the practice room the door slamming catching the attention of all of Pentagon.
"You good Renee....?" Hui asked and you look at him.
"No no I'm not I need to talk to Yanan for a second." You said and Hui nodded. You walked into the hallway and look at Yanan. "The house is a mess.....and I'm not cleaning it. I understand they are your friends but I am your girlfriend and I'm tried of picking up after them." You said.
"Babe shh." He said.
"Shhh ahhh about what?" You asked.
"Our little secret." He said and you groaned very loud.
"Yanan I am tired of the lying and the sneaking around. I'm tired of feeling like I'm a secret. I AM TIRED OF YOU NOT CLAIMING ME AS YOURS. I AM YOUR GIRLFRIEND NOT JUST YOUR BEST FRIEND YOUR GIRLFRIEND YOUR FUTURE." You started to yell as everyone looked at you and Pentagon walked out of the room. "Why are you hiding me huh? You got another girlfriend? You dating a pentagon member? Why are you hiding me?" You asked question after question til you felt a hand on your shoulder that you recognized.
Cube Entertainment's Owner.
"So you're dating Yanan?" He asked and you turned looking at him.
"Matter fact I am." You said and he looked at Yanan.
"We talked about this....no girlfriend til E'Dawn drama blew over. You have to end it." He said and you looked at him t are in your eyes.
"E-excuse me?" You said.
He looked at you. "Yanan has to be al up with you....now." He said and walked away and you turned and looked at Yanan who's eyes were filled with tears also.
"T-that why we're a secret....the boys knew they'd just never said anything..." he said and a tear rolled down his face.
"W-why didn't you tell me from the start Yanan? Why didn't you tell me? WHY?" You said and pushed him back. "I would have never said anything. I wouldn't be so angry. I- I wouldn't be so heart broken." You said.
"Babe-" He said.
"Don't babe me.....we're though remember...." you said and pushed though the other nine boys and Yanan grabbed your arm and you looked at him seeing the hurt in his eyes. "This isn't just my fault it's your too. Remember that." You said.
You went home that night and cried yourself to sleep knowing the love of your life wasn't yours anymore,
It's been a month since you've seen Yanan. A month since you've gotten out of bed. A month since you done anything with your life.
The day Yanan has to break up with you, you felt the motivation to go on drain from you. You were drained of any feelings, any remorse, any kindness. Anything.
You had only gotten it of bed that day because you had gotten a call from the member of Pentagon you were second closest too. E'Dawn. He has stolen the key to your house that Yanan has practically moved into on your one year. He got you out of bed and told you to get dressed into something.
You out on a hoodie and leggings along with some uggs not caring hi you bad you could be looking at the moment. What you didn't realize the hoodie was Yanan's.
E'Dawn took you to a small cafe and got you a coffee and something to eat. You hadn't realized the rest of Pentagon was at another table with Yanan who was in tears at the state of you.
You looked awful, Dried tears on your face, ruined make-up,puffy eyes. All Yanan wanted to do was do what was planned but he has to wait til the right moment.
You talked with E'Dawn and laughed when you head Yuto and Wooseok accidentally kissed playing the pepporo game. You looked up and saw and poster of Pentagon and sighed.
"How's Yanan?" You asked and E'dawns eyes looked surprised.
"I may have been mad at him Dawnnie but I still love him. I love him to death. I miss him and I wish I kept my mouth shut cause I could be here with him and all of you secretly holding his hand, sneaking a wink at him when he looked at me, kissing his cheek when no one is looking." You teared up.
"I didn't bring you here to get coffee I brought you here because someone has a present for you." He said and you saw a puppy run up to you.
The puppy was the one you described to Yanan a couple months ago and you gasped knowing only he knew. You looked around and caught his eyes and stood up biting your lip and trying to his back tears. You looked at him as he stood up and ran to you hugging you tightly and breathing in your sweet scent.
You breathed his scent in and felt so relaxed and happy then you had been in a month.
You pulled and looked up at him and you go to open your mouth but Yanan started talking first.
"I talked to Cube's owner and they saw how much pain I was in and my lack of motivation with you not around. He said we could get back together even tho the E'Dawn drama is still going around. I explained to him how much I loves you and needed you. I told how you were my everything and i wa going to propose to you in front of everyone in the Cube building the next day." He said and you looked at him.
"Y-you actually want to marry me after how mean I was?" You asked.
"Baby You has every right to be mad and mean. I basically lied to you and I hope you can forgive me and say yes as I do this." He said and got down on one knee.
"I know I have month of kisses and cuddles to make up but I will forever giv you kisses and cuddles if you do the honor of marrying me." He said and you looked at him.
"Yes Yanan yes I'll marry you you big dork." You said pulling him of his knee and kissing him deeply.
You two kiss for about a minute with the boys cheering til you pull away to breathe.
"I love you Yanan." You said breathless.
"I love you more Renee." He said back breathless
