[CI]"Should I hold on to what we got or is it just a waste of time"
You were fighting with each other again. You were fighting over something stupid like usual. You were yelling and screaming neither of you listening to each other.
"I don't understand why you have to be on my ass about everything Nyla." Geumhyuk screamed.
"I'm not Hyuk. I barley ask you to do anything because I know you're busy with your job but is it to much to fucking ask to have one date night with you where you don't come home late." You screamed back
"I'm busy with our come back. I'm busy writing songs for our next one. I'm busy with work and missing one days with you won't kill you." He has yelled back.
"It hasn't just been one Hyuk. It's been ten. You have either came home late or canceled on me ten times. I just want a nice night with my fiancé and if that's too much to fucking ask then...then we're through." You yelled tears rolling down your face.
Geumhyuk has dropped in his tracks as you words and looked at you. His eyes widen at you as you walked over raking your engagement ring off.
"Once you realize that I am just as important as your job you can find me at Baron's apartment." You said handing him the ring and grabbing his coat off the couch.
As you walked out Geumhyuk felt his heart shatter. He has fallen to the floor on his knees and started sobbing.
You drove to Baron's apartment knocking in the door. Your mascara running down your face. Lipstick smeared from wiping your face.
Baron opened the door seeing your state and let you in hugging you tightly in his arms. He called the rest of the boys over and told Lou to go check on their leader.
As Lou knocked on St.Van and yours shared apartment the door had opened as he knocked. He walked in seeing St.Van sitting against the counter a bottle of scotch in his hand almost gone. Tear stains on his face.There was glass shattered everywhere. A picture of you sitting next to St.Van and your engagement ring on Geumhyuk's pinky.
Geumhyuk looked emotionless but lost at the same time. He was playing with your engagement ring on his pinky as Lou sat down next to him.
"Lou...I lost her...for good this time. There's no way I'm getting her back. I'm such a selfish asshole. I told her work was more important then her." St.Van said looking emotionless staring at the photo of you next to him.
As St.Van ranted to Lou back at Baron's apartment you were talking about St.Van like the fight never even occurred.
"He is so nice and sweet. He treats me right. He treats me like a princess but when we get into fights it's like it all turns around." You said your head laying in Baron's lap with him playing with your hair.
"You speak so highly of him?" Ziu said.
"Why do you do that? Why do you speak of him as if he puts the stars in the sky when he does nothing but out you second over his job and breaks you so god damn much that the cracks in your heart are practically visible through your eyes." Baron asked.
All you could do was laugh. "That's the thing with love isn't it? You'll let them get away with murder,even if it your own."
"You love him?" ACE asked?
You sat up on the couch that you were laying in and looked at him. "Yeah even after everything he's done I love him. I love him even tho he's an asshole. I know is Jon is important but I just want one date every other month and apparently that's too much to ask." You said.
"That's not to much to ask." Geumhyuk said as he walked through the door. "I've been a real asshole lately and stressing over my job. Saying I'm sorry will not fix any of this but I hope it's a start. I'll make everything up to you if you let me. I'll give you two dates a month to make this better. I'll take you anywhere you wanna go after Señorita's comebacks are over. I don't want to lose you and even tho I don't deserve you after months of putting you last I hope you love me enough and have faith in me that I'll prove I can be better fiancé like you just give me a second chance. I love you and I have since the day I met you. I know I've never said it but I've tried to show it physically but all I've showed you is how much of an asshole I can be. I will prove to you that I can be a much better man and a better fiancé then o ever have been of you just give me a second chance please." Geumhyuk says while in his knee in front of you tears rolling down his face.
You looked at him and for the first time you saw his true raw emotions. You saw him break down because he was in the verge of losing you. You saw him on his knees begging for your forgiveness. You saw his head drop to the floor as you sat there and said nothing.
You moved forward gently on the couch pullin Geumhyuk onto you with his head laying in your lap.
"I'm sorry is defiantly a start to making everything up to me but you must know I refuse to put the engagement ring back on til I feel you've proven that you want me. I'm only giving you a second chance because I love you and love is giving people a second chance. You screw up this chance Geumhyuk it's over. As much as I love you I know what I deserve and I deserve better then what I've been getting. You will sleeping on the couch for awhile. You will have to do a lot for me to put that ring back on." You said and lifted his head putting his forehead to yours. "You are such an asshole but I love you and this is your second and only chance, you understand?" You asked.
"I understand and I promise that you'll have that ring back on in no time." He said and smiled gently. He laid his head back on your lap and you started playing with his hair as he slowly fell asleep in the position he was in.
You giggled hearing his snores and looked at the other boys who looked at you with gentle smiles.
"As much as he screwed up he doesn't deserve a second chance but I love him and I'm willing to give him one. I know who he really is and I know his priorities he just has rinsed them straight again. I hope he doesn't screw this yo because I love him and some want to leave him but o know how I should be treated and I let him treat me bad for too long and now hopefully he's leaned his lesson." You said.
A year later you had the ring back on your finger. It had taken him a full year to prove to you that he had his priorities straight and that he knew what was important. A year after that you two were married and hasn't had a fight ever since the night he almost lost you.
That night his eyes opened up and he started treating you like the queen you are. He knew you deserved the best and he tried his best to be the best.
[B]A/n: Women make sure your man has his priorities straight because if you aren't one he doesn't deserve you. Also I don't see St.Van like this I was just in an Angst mood after watching something on YouTube.😅
