SHE LIKES GIRLS,, BILLIE EILISH

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          "when we all fall asleep,
where do we go?"

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anxiously biting her nails, y/n checked her phone every few seconds as she waited for a reply. seconds turned into minutes and minutes turned into hours. nothing. no reply.

after hours of waiting she had given up. sinking into her chair, the h/c haired girl reached over to her makeup wipes and began wiping away the cosmetic products that painted her skin. the lonely silence of her small 6th floor apartment crawled into her skin.

deep in her thoughts, y/n stared at the reflection presented to her by the square mirror that hung on the wall. her eyes quickly went over to the bright light shining next to her. she gulped nervously as her beating heart tried to escape her body. her stomach felt as if it was turning inside out as she saw the notification that she had been waiting all night for

Instagram                                          
(y/n.l/n): wherearetheavocados: wassup babygirl, i saw u checking me out at that party;)

she giggled as she read the not-so-subtle message, holding the phone in her shaky hands. her heart raced as she tried to think up an appropriate reply. it was obvious that this girl was very, well... forward.

y/n.l/n: i wasn't checking you out, i was appreciating your unusual style

y/n stared at her phone as she yet again waited for a reply. this time, however, it came sooner than expected.

wherearetheavocados: you were sooooo checking me out

y/n.l/n: i was not!

wherearetheavocados: just admit it babyyyy c'mon

y/n.l/n: alright maybeee

wherearetheavocados: hahahha I KNEW IT

the conversation had been going on for hours now, it seemed like the two would never run out of things to talk about. y/n giggled as her fingers tapped away. she had found the perfect girl, perfect looks, perfect personality, perf-

shit.

slamming her phone down, y/n ran into bed and hid herself under the thick covers.

shit. shit. shit.

it was happening again, and she couldn't help it, these feelings would come around again and again but every time she would push them aside.

when y/n discovered for the first time that she was, in fact, attracted to girls, she was finally starting to get big in the modeling industry. she knew that her conflicted feelings would interfere with her career, or at least make things harder for her.

she never really knew how to deal with her feelings. love was something that she avoided at all costs, so when she found herself falling for someone, dealing with it wasn't easy.

it was morning now and the sun was shining through the slightly translucent lace curtains, allowing small rays of light to sparkle upon the girl's face. her eyes opened slowly as they adjusted to the beams of light entering through the window.

y/n flung her arms above her head and stretched, forgetting about what had happened the night before. her feet slowly slid into the soft, creamish coloured slippers that lay next to her bed.

she shuffled over to her desk, picking up her phone to review today's schedule. that was when she saw the notifications that had piled up through the night.

wherearetheavocados: where'd you go? ;(

wherearetheavocados: y/nnnnn

wherearetheavocados: guess you fell asleep

wherearetheavocados: talk to me tomorrow babes xxxxxx

fuuuuckkkk.

y/n slammed her phone onto the table. she decided to ignore the messages and made her way to the bathroom.

picking up her toothbrush, y/n began her daily morning routine. her mind racing with thoughts. she couldn't think of any appropriate reply.

maybe it was best to forget about it,

for now.

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sorry this is short but umm BURY A FRIEND HAS ME SO SHOOK WOWWWW