"she wants to kiss her lips but she's scared to get caught"
-
billie eilish x female!reader
y/n l/n is a model living in los angeles. she lives a completely normal life until she finally meets the girl of her dreams.
when things kick off, how will t...
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
- y/n jumped out of her bed, eyes shooting open at the sound of her obnoxiously loud morning alarm.
today was the day, the day she meets up with billie...
she made her way into the bathroom, tip-toeing barefoot across the cold tiles. y/n grabbed her makeup bag and began prepping her face for today's duties. she had a photoshoot with dior for their new line of perfume.
she tied her hair into a loose ponytail and put on some sweats, they were obviously going to fix her up once she got there.
as soon as the shoot was over, y/n rushed home to get ready for he meeting with billie. she ran across the street towards the bus that was approaching its stop. catching it just in time, she paid for her ticket with the spare change she had lying around in her back pocket and then made her way to the very back of the bus.
taking a seat next to a kind looking old lady, y/n ran her hand through her windswept hair and opened up her music app. scrolling through the endless song choices, she came across billie's new album.
she looked through the track list, a certain song catching her attention. her thumb hovered over "wish you were gay" and she pressed play.
her cheeks reddened as she listened to billie's enchanting voice, her mind filled with thoughts of what the song could be about which only made her blush even more.
y/n jumped out of her seat in a panic when she realised that she was at her stop. she ran out of the bus and into her apartment. she glanced at her phone to check on the time.
4:20
fuck
quickly changing clothes, y/n dashed out of her apartment once again, making her way to the starbucks that was just a few minutes away.
her heart skipped a beat when she saw billie.
the blue haired girl stood staring at her phone in her baggie pants and hoodie, sipping on a green tea frappuccino. y/n took a deep breath and pushed on the glass door, entering the coffee shop.
the sweet aroma filled her nose as she walked over to billie, who still hadn't noticed her presence.
she stared at her in awe, thinking of the right words to say.
giving her a small tap on the shoulder, y/n muttered her greeting almost inaudibly,
"hey bil"
billie's eyes lit up as she turned away from her phone and faced the nervous girl who was trying desperately to avoid eye contact.
"hey!" she replied enthusiastically, grabbing y/n and engulfing her in a big hug.
y/n blushed madly as she felt billie's warm body press against hers. the two pulled away from each other and went to find a table.
they sat down next to the window, giving them a view of one of the many beautiful streets in los angeles. neither of them said anything.
"so... how've you been?" billie spoke up, breaking the awkward silence.
"uh alright i guess" y/n smiled and looked down, shuffling in her chair slightly.
"this place is kind of boring, why don't we go to that fun fair down the street?" billie suggested.
"alright, sounds cool. let's go"
the two picked up their things and left, making their way down the cobblestoned road.
they payed for their tickets and entered the fair.
after a few crazy rides, both of them were finally starting to relax.
billie grabbed y/n by the hand and dragged her towards the ferris wheel.
"comeee onnn y/nnnn!"
"i'm coming! i'm coming! you don't have to drag me!"
they sat down, awfully close to each other, and waited for the wheel to start.
the sun was setting and it was getting dark, giving them a beautiful view of the bustling city around them as they got to the very top.
y/n looked over to billie, who was looking out of the window. she turned her head around swiftly, locking eyes with y/n.
smiling softly, billie reached her hand out and cupped y/n's cheek as the wheel slowly descended.
breathing heavier and heavier, the two leaned in slowly. but billie's eyes shot open when she felt y/n pull away.
"i-i i'm sorry billie but i, i can't do this"
with that, she dashed out of the ferris wheel, tears rolling down her face.
"y/n! wait!"
she ignored billie's yelling and continued running home.
cheeks stained with mascara, y/n unlocked the door and entered her apartment, throwing her bag to side.
she flung her shoes of and crawled into bed, not bothering to change into her pyjamas.
she stared at the ceiling and sighed.
was she really going to let her work interfere with her love life?
————————————— ok so this isn't edited and i'm super sleepy so i'm sorry if there's loads of mistakes and it seems a lil rushed
also in this story imma pretend that wish you were gay is about wanting a girl to be gay alrighhhhhttttttt
