My thoughts and what not

Flowers

I have felt pretty numb for awhile..kinda its on and off i will be happy and expressive all day but once i lay down i just loose all feelings.

Flowers are nice..they grow and die and then are reborn not as the same flower though..

Flowers are sad in a way.. so pretty but so fragile..even when they get used to be recreated..then someone in love picks the flower for their lover.the flower dies.. do flowers feel ? Has a daisy ever seen a sunflower and think she is so gorgeous ?

Roses are a staple gift.. love someone? Give them roses..someone performing?Roses! Some one die? You get lilies...

Flowers are really nice.. roses remind me of hold someones hand.. daisy's remind me of running in a field free..lilies remind me of

looking at a casket going down into the ground...carnations remind me of my dad..lilacs remind me of my mom..dandelions remind me of wishing..daffodils remind me of my grandma telling her high school story's in the kitchen on a sunny Sunday afternoon..

I wonder if theres a flower that reminds someone of me.

One day i hope to become a flower.. i could care less what kind. I just want someone to look at me and think this is so pretty and wonderful.

Maybe when i die my body will help some flowers grow.. a garden of lilacs,daffodils,carnations,sunflowers and all the flowers that showed me great memories..

I really like flowers..