This past few days, I learn to live, learn to breathe, learn to lift my self out from sea of darkness. I don't know how. I just don't feel pain anymore, actually I don't feel anything. I can't feel.
I'm trying to live but can't feel anything, just like zombie, I think? I see. Maybe that's the reason why I'm so lazy, more lazy than before. Hayyy! I feel contented, I feel satisfied, I feel nothing. I'm just going with the flow. I don't even think what will happen tomorrow. I just... I just... arghh. F*ck this sh*t!
You see. I even curtain a black cloth here in my room. Hays. I love black and hate white. I love dark and afraid of light.
I'm too selfish to motivate to live just for my family. We're family. We're family? We are... ?
I'm selfish, self-centered, megalomania? I think. Haysss.
Everything change, so am I.
(January 17, 2019)
I just thought that I've change but I can't.
(January 26, 2019)
BINABASA MO ANG
Silent and liSten
Misteri / ThrillerSilent means those silent battles you've been fighting and those silent cries no one heard. While, liSten means no one is listening to those cries or rather asking someone to listen to you and hugs you when you feel like sh*t.
