The After Effect

Chapter 5

Lucas POV

She left an hour ago.
After the phone call she just left.

I have no idea where she left to. Josh left after her.

What if they were planning to leave together?

What if they trying to sike me out?

Wait.

No.

Stop.

Why do I care?

I don't.

"Lucas we should get going." Zay's voice brought me out of my daze.

"Lucas ,you okay?" Asked Farkle.

"Yeah. Why wouldn't I be okay?"

"You kinda been staring out in to the world since-" Farkle cut Zay off.

"Since Ma-" I cut Farkle off.

"What since Maya left ?? Well its not because of her okay? I don't care where she went. Okay? I don't like her. And you know what I never liked her in the first place. And if she went around kissing guys ...it wouldn't pain me one bit. I-I mean who could like a girl like her anyway? Her personality is way too much. And she is way to-to annoying and she just not right for me. And guess what? She never will be." All lies.

But I have to forget. 

I am just glad she didn't hear me say that. I would've fucked up big time.

Maya POV

I left the house about an hour ago. To go meet with him.
But he would only be there in about 2 or 3 hours.

So I walked around for an hour deciding whether or not this would be worth it.

I mean if Lucas still has feelings for me. Which he probably doesn't.

But if he does. This would hurt him.

So I decided not to do it.

I walked back home and decided towalk through the living room window.

Cause why not?

But then I heard what he said.

His voice.

Said the most hurtful things.

"What since Maya left ?? Well its not because of her okay? I don't care where she went. Okay? I don't like her. And you know what I never liked her in the first place. And if she went around kissing guys ...it wouldn't pain me one bit. I-I mean who could like a girl like her anyway? Her personality is way too much. And she is way to-to annoying and she just not right for me. And guess what? She never will be." Ouch.

I was so stupid.

Like really how could I possibly think he would still like me? Me of all people?

He was right.

How could someone like him. Like someone like me?

Well I guess this answers my question.

Charlie gardener here I come.

Let's do this boyfriend and girlfriend thing.

My last hope in not doing it doesn't care. And Josh is way too old right now.

And let's be honest. Charlie and I would be cute together.

I mean we both cool. And he seems rebellious.