between the moon and sun

i came back

Chelsey POV

After my shower, i felt my worries are going away, but stil i had something on my heart.

I wore some normal clothes, no make up, i have decided to take off my pierciengs, i felt with them like a bad boy.

I left my house, with my brain full of everything, too much for my brain.

I was now in the big dormitory. I went to Aminas room and she opened the door with her big smile on her face.

'hiiii my dear' said Amina.

'hellouuu, aminoss'' - i said with a smile.

I went in, we started to talk about school and so, i didnt want to start  now with my scary story.

'and what did you want to tell me' she said, remembaring my  message.

'okk, i have to tell you something that happened to me, so i started to explain her the story with the killed woman.

'astagfirullah' Amina kept repiting those words.

At the end of my story, her face expersion was scary, she was looking at me with those big brown eyes full of tears.

'What do you think, what saved me from dead?' i said, those word 'dead' was killing me inside.

She was silent.

She was looking at me, but i could feel that her eyes werent on me.

They were like somewhere else.

But then she started.

'you said that you were saying Allahu ekber and SubhanAllah at the train, right?

I just noded.

'

'we muslims are calling it zikr. Words like SubhanAllah Allahu ekber Estagfirulah and so on are called zikr, Allah saved you.

You were telling those words, Allah knew that you were afraid, and He didnt wanted you to be dead, He send His angels to you to protect you from that man. You didnt see them sitting next you, but in the mens eyes they were there.

This is the power of zikr.

The is the power in beliving in Allah and being a muslim.'' she answered.

I was silent.

But this is the truth.

Nothing else could save me expect Allah.

I hated muslims before, i hated everything thats related to them, but now my mind was upside down.