Chelsey POV
I came back to Amina's home, i tried to act normal as i could.
I went to my room, i sad to her that im going to sleep now, im tired. I was lying, i couldnt sleep, but i couldnt her the story that shocked me.
I went to my room, closed the door, i took off my niqab. All the pain was on my shoulders, it was unreally.
Its not the problem in him, i didnt know him, the problem is in his deen.
Because of this all never ever judge someone from the first look. You never know how is someone until you see his soul. I would never say that a man, who was acting like a real muslim, like someone who was kind, inoccent, would do something so bad.
He was like a human angle, he was pretending so, he was acting so, and i belived in him.
Allah guided me.
Allah is always with us.
Maybe there is something good in being rejected, in being ignored because then you dont trust people anymore, Allah is on the first place.
I took my wudu, prayed, Allah gave me the hope, the life that i needed. No human can give you that what Allah can. So trust in him, and he will guve you everything.
You saw many cartoons with all those fairies which are making all those wishes become true. Our dua is that fairy.
Make dua to Allah and all your wishes will become real.
May life was hard at the moment but this wont stop me. This wont destroy my happiness, because if Allah takes from us something this means that he wanted to give our hands something else, something better.
I went to my bed, closed my eyes, my body fall asleep...
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Spiritual**chelsey**This is my journey from a nonbeliver to islam. How i was living before, how my life dramaticly changed, how my life could've ended, but Allah saved me. **amina** im a normal teenage girl, this is my halal love story.
