A Life Through Different Eyes.

August

          So I have been super busy lately babysitting my brother, and doing stupid shit for my mom, that's why my very good friend who shall not be named lol, hasn't been updating this, but anyway I am on the plane back home to New York from California (visiting my dad). I had a blast, I love going over there, I always get to do a million things that I'm not allowed to do at home. I drove for the first time, cause I begged my stepmother to give me a few lessons. I'm pretty good at it, I just need more practice. I'm sure not getting any practice until I go back to Cali. I'm totally moving there next year. My mother found out that I was bi-sexual and she got mad at me and told me to write a 5 page essay on being bi-sexual, because she thinks I'm claiming it and don't know a thing about it. So basically she doesn't support me at all, but she supports any other gays. My stepmother and my Dad also found out that I was bi-sexual and they didn't really care they said they still love me the same and that there is no difference in being me. I love that they support me, and it's sad that my own birth mother can't support me. My 5 year old sister has fully active autism, I don't like to admit it but she does. Surprisingly she is very smart, all she has to do is work on her emotions and speech. My brother is other than her by 3 months and he can barely read, but she can read about 4 pages in this one book that she has been practicing on. About the whole living thing in the last chapter, we are still living in the same house, my mother's co-worker is staying with us for a while, so he helps out with the bills, I'm not sure if he is still there cause I have been gone for 3 weeks.

          On my trip in Cali, I went to my very first concert, and guess who it was, QUEEN B AKA BEYONCÉ!!!!! I was super excited when I found out that I was going to see her for my very first concert ever. I am a very lucky child. Also while I was in Cali, I went to Disney Land, the mall of course, even though I don't like shopping for a long time lol. Where else did I go and what did I do? Oh yeah! I took my very first family pictures with my stepmom, dad, and two sisters. It was super fun, except for all of the crying and clapping and tickling my sisters, that was tiring, even though my stepmom did most of the work lol. As soon as we got home from the pictures everyone took and nap and I went to the gym. Because I am trying together my arms to look muscular and my abs back. I am doing pretty good my arms were killing me for three days straight I had to put ice/heat pads on them, but they are better now. I also went to Lego Land while I was out there, it wasn't that fun, it's mostly for the ages 6-10 to me, but I was still grateful to go. I wanna move to Cali when I am 16, so that I can see what it feels like to live with my dad longer than 3 weeks, and take more responsibility with my sisters, and try a new school and new everything basically. Since my mom is talking about moving to New Jersey, because living out there is cheaper, I'm so used to New York that I don't really want to move to New Jersey. I know that when I move to Cali, I going to miss my grandmother, brother, and a lot more of my family and friends in New York, but I want to surround myself with people who I believe treat me well and support me with any and everything. I understand that I will have the same chores and etc. when I am in Cali, but that's any child. I just hope I know I'm doing the right thing. But I have faith in myself.