Protector || Min Yoongi ff ||

Chapter 1

She closed her eyes again and went on. Walking along the streets while raindrops fall down on her face always relaxes her and it was the only way she wanted to go outside in the dark alone. Step by step she crossed the streets until she arrived at the door she goes through every day. Right in the moment she wanted to open the front door to her house, someone put a hand on her mouth and pulled her away - away from the door and behind a corner. She tried to get away from the person and panicked. All she wanted was to scream but she couldn‘t. Her voice was stuck in her throat. She tried to take the person‘s hand away but they were too strong. Fear - all she could feel was fear. Finally, after some moments, the person let go of her and she turned around to look at the face behind her. "Jackson??!", she asked breathless and still scared. "Who the fuck do you think you are?", she said with her voice shaking. "I came here to tell you that I-...I still lo-" "No way! Don‘t come with that. I don't want to hear another word from your stupid mouth. Just go okay, go and never come back. I swear to God, I broke up with you for a reason so don‘t even think of coming back. One and a half years should be enough to think of what you've done to me and it should be enough to realize that it really is over. Over, Jackson, so live with that and live your sad life alone, okay? Or just live it without me!" She said and went away. 'Why? Why did he come back?' She went on when he tried to stop her and held her arm but she ripped it off and wanted to run. She just wanted to run away, hide under her bedsheets and cry but then she heard someone talking to Jackson with a deep warning voice and saw how Jackson left. She turned around and saw Min Yoongi. That one guy she never talked to because she was too shy and she realized that they were alone now and that Yoongi was the one who saved her. She was safe, so she just sat down on the sidewalk and cried. The tears literally ran down her face as she felt Yoongi‘s hands on her shoulders as he put his jacket over them. "Uhm...", Yoongi said to stop the silence and she lifted her head to look at him. "Y/N, right? Do you want to come with me?", he asked and she just nodded. When he helped her to stand up, she almost fell because of her shaking legs but he held her, lifted her up in his arms and carried her away. She trusted him although she didn’t really know him but something inside her told her to just trust him. As she closed her eyes, she didn‘t know if her shirt was wet from the rain or from her tears. The only thing she saw was the light behind her closed eyes when they crossed a streetlight and she opened her eyes as she heard the sound of a door closing behind her. "Here we are. Are you okay?", Yoongi asked and let her stand on the floor on her own. "I guess as fine as I could be in this situation... Where am I if I may ask?", she asked and looked around. "You‘re in my flat.", he said and went to his bedroom. He then gave her some dry clothes of his and left her alone in his bedroom so that she could change her clothes while he went to make some tea. Afterwards, she sat down on his bed and put her face in her hands. When she heard Yoongi knocking on the door, she quickly wiped her tears away and took a deep breath. "Yeah you can come in.", she called out and Yoongi immediately opened the door and went to her and gave her the cup with tea but then went to his chair and sat down. "Thank you for helping me with Jackson.", she said and looked at Yoongi a bit upset but with a small smile on her lips. "You know that guy?“, he asked a bit confused. "Yes... He‘s my ex and he doesn‘t understand that I don‘t need him anymore. I broke up with him one and a half years ago and I don‘t want to know what would have happened if you weren‘t there to save me. Wait a second... How did you know I was there?", she said although she didn’t really know how she could talk to him that freely and looked at him. "I didn‘t know. It was just a coincidence that I happened to see the two of you. But it's good to know that you are safe now.", he said and smiled back. "Thank you. Really. I hate Jackson so much.", she said and stated to cry again. After she put the cup on the floor, she then hid her face in her hands while she leaned against the wall and hugged her knees close as Yoongi came up to her and sat down in front of her. She calmed down a bit and lifted her head up to look into Yoongi’s eyes. He looked into her‘s as well, creating a moment that felt like forever. There was something in his eyes that she couldn‘t resist. She couldn‘t look away but after some seconds Yoongi broke the eye contact and cleared his throat while he rubbed his neck. "I should go home.", she said, stood up and wanted to go but Yoongi stopped her with his voice: "You could stay." Immediately, she turned around and looked at him. "I would understand if you don‘t want to be alone tonight. Well, I can bring you home if you want me to but you can also stay here and sleep in my bed. I can sleep on the sofa.“, he explained. "I don‘t want to be in your way.", she said and rubbed her arm nervously. "You aren‘t!“ , he remarked and stood up from the bed to go to her. "But it‘s your bed so I am in your way. I can sleep on the sofa.", she said and looked at her feet. 'God why does he make me so nervous???' Gentily, he lifted up her chin with his fingers and looked into her eyes again with an eyebrow raised which made her blush a bit. "This is my house so I say what happens and what doesn‘t happen so when I say that it‘s okay for me to sleep on the sofa it is okay for me.", he said and left the room with a quiet "good night“ and a small wink. She went to the bed again, hid almost completely under his blanket and giggled to herself before she closed her eyes and fell asleep. 

After some hours she woke up in panic and saw someone sitting next to her. At first she thought it was Jackson because she had a bad dream about him and she shrugged away from him but it was Yoongi so she calmed down a bit. "Y/N, are you okay? I heard you screaming and came over. Sorry if I scared you.", he said and she saw a shy smile on his lips. "No it‘s okay. I just dreamed about Jackson and yesterday evening but it was even worse than that.", she said and tears started rolling down her face. "Hey Y/N, he‘s not here okay. Stop crying please.“ Hearing that, she took a deep breath and wiped her tears away. She laid down again and tried to relax but her body was shaking - not only in fear, she was also freezing a bit and of course Yoongi noticed that. "Are you cold?", he asked. "Yeah I’m okay.", she answered but he took her hand. "Your hands are cold... Are you sure you are okay?" "It‘s just cold but it‘s okay. Do you have one more blanket for me? I think it‘ll be warmer then.", she asked and he nodded. He left the room for a moment but came back not much later with the blanket. He put it on top of the other and sat down next to her again. "Better?" "Yes thank you. For everything." She closed her eyes again and went back to sleep. Yoongi waited till her breath was slow and deep and then laid down next to her and fell asleep too.