Protector || Min Yoongi ff ||

Chapter 12

"So you don't want me to be yours." "No! I mean yes, I- god you know what I mean. I was just surprised that's all." "So?" "So what?" "So, will you be my girlfriend or-" She stopped him from talking as she pressed her lips against his with both of her hands at his cheeks and he kissed her back after a moment. He put his hands on her back and pulled her closer to his body and then lifted her up so she sat down in his lap. She put her arms around his neck and he rested his on her waist as he broke the kiss.
"I guess that's a yes.", he said and looked into her eyes. "Of course yes. I want to be yours. Only yours Yoongi.", she said and he gave her the gummy smile she loved.

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She pressed her body against Yoongi's and put one leg between his while she put one arm over his chest. They lay there in her bed as close to each other as possible and they both were just happy. Yes they were happy. She was happy and as she realised that she was so happy, she lifted her body up a bit again and looked at her lovely boyfriend. "Yoongi?" "Yes?" "Do you know that you make me happier than I have been for so long? I had a very bad past and that I have you now makes me so happy. You make me happy." He kissed her very soft and gentle and she smiled against his lips.

She wanted to say so much more than what she already said and she wanted to tell him that he is just so important to her and that she liked him so so much. Well their were a couple now and they were kissing since some days but it had been a long time since she really loved a person. She was afraid that she'd get hurt again like Jackson hurt her but she felt different with Yoongi. He was a person that really cared for her and the way he looked at her just made her heart melt. His eyes were always filled with warmth and she just felt safe and cared in his presence. The way his gummy smile never failed to let her stomach explode of butterflies and everytime he touched her she just enjoyed his skin against hers. It was crazy that she could feel this way after only some weeks but she had always listened to her heart so she wanted to wait some more time. Well yes she liked him a lot but although she felt so comfortable with him and she thought about him almost the whole time, she was still afraid to tell him her feelings for him. The fear to get hurt was inside her so she waited until she was sure that she loved him. She didn't want to tell him before she wasn't 100% sure. It wasn't just important for her, it was important for him too because she knew how it feels to get hurt that way.

As she realized that Yoongi already fell asleep next to her she just kissed his cheek before pressing herself against him and slowly falling asleep.
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"Jenny?", Y/N asked as the person in the other side of the phone answered. "Who else would answer my phone?", she replied and giggled. "What's up sweety?", she added. "Do you have time today? I've to talk to a friend." "Of course. Just tell me when and where." Y/N said where she wanted to meet Jenny and then got ready and left her flat. Yoongi had to do some important things so he left the day before and she was alone in her flat.

"It's so good to see you", Jenny said as she entered the cafe and sat down at the table in front of Y/N. "Same to you. What's up? You look a bit stressed.", she said back and smiled soft. "I had a little discussion with my boss earlier and he is fucking me up more and more.", Jenny said and rolled her eyes. "Oh I'm sorry. What was it about?", she asked Jenny. "He didn't want to give me some free time tomorrow night but that's not important right now. You said you have to talk to me so what do you want to talk about?", Jenny aksed and ordered herself a coffee. "It's about Yoongi.", she said. "That guy you and Jimin were with?" "Yes that guy. He's my boyfriend now actually." "OH I'm so happy for you honey. But what do you want to talk about then?" "I don't really know what I'm feeling. Well I mean yes I like him a lot and he makes me happier that anyone else but I'm afraid." "Maybe I'm stupid but what are you afraid of?" "Afraid to get hurt again by a person I like so I want to tell him that I love him but I'm not sure if I really love him you know?" "No actually I don't know. First of all, it's good that you don't rush things BUT" "I knew this BUT was coming" "But Y/N listen to me. The way your face heat up and the way your eyes shine when you only talk about him and the way you smile the whole time when you talk about him only shows that you feel love. You are afraid that he could hurt you like Jackson did but after everything you told me and after I've seen the way he looked at you at the restaurant, I know that he feels the same way. As he looked at you his eyes were shining and never left you. It was so sweet to see the two of you just sitting together and talking because that was enough to see the relations between the two of you." "Really?" "Yes honey. He loves you the same way you love him and I think he just wants to wait and to give you some more time." "But only after some weeks?" "The time doesn't matter. Ever heard of love on the first sight? It's not a cliche because it really happens sometimes." "I guess you're right." "Of course I am.", Jenny said and looked proud while Y/N sat there smiling to herself. "Thanks Jenny. Really I'm glad to have a friend like you." "Always honey."
"So why do you want some time tomorrow night?", she asked and Jenny's cheeks blushed. "Your brother wants to meet up.", she answered and smiled shy. "Ah I see", Y/N said smirking. "Don't look at me like that. I don't know where this is going okay? It's not a date or something it's just you know ugh what ever.", Jenny said and rolled her eyes although she was smiling. "So if my brother won't tell me everything the morning after you two met up I'm going to call you just to let you know." "Yeah I know. I hope-" Jenny was interrupted by her ringing phone so she excused herself for a moment and left the table.
Y/N sat there looking out the window thinking about what Jenny told her and she still wans't sure what to do. Of course Jenny was right but she was uncertain. Maybe she just had to sleep a bit and then see what happens. "Hey I have to go. It's important. It was nice to see you and I hope I could help.", Jenny said as she came back before she hugged her and left.

Y/N drank the rest of her drink and then went out of the store. She took out her phone and earphones and started to listen to some music to make the way back home more calming. The weather was terrible so she hurried home hoping to not get too wet from the rain. As soon as she reached her flat she searched for her keys just to find out that she forgot them at home before she left so she took her phone out to call Yoongi. "Hey ma love, what's up?" " I forgot my keys at home and I'm standing in front of my door. Can you come?" "Are you kidding me?", Yoongi responded giggling. "Nope." "You know that it's raining right?" "Well yes I mean I come from outside so yes I'm standing here all wet in front of my door." "So that you are already wet why don't you come here? It's not necessary for both of us getting wet right?" "Oh wow, okay. But then I want something nice to eat when I'm there. Give me 15 minutes." "Of course. See you."
Finally, walking up the stairs to Yoongi's flat she was happy to be there. As Yoongi opened the door he held a towel in his hand and smiled shy. "Thanks", she said as she took the towel but she didn't use it to dry her face. She instead threw it aside and hugged Yoongi very tight. The fact that she was wet made it funnier for her because of Yoongi's tries to get away from her. She just laughed and as she finally let go of him she kissed him before he could say something. They went to the kitchen where Yoongi already made some food and she sat down on the counter waiting. Yoongi took a chair and sat down in front of her just looking at her while she was eating. Well he couldn't look away and the fact that her white shirt was still soaked with rain made it even harder to look away.

After she had finished she made her way to his room and changed into some of his clothes before she went back to the living room snuggleling herself against Yoongi on the couch.
It went pretty late and as she almost fell asleep he carried her to his bed. Before he could lay her down on the bed she freed herself from his arms and stood in front of him. She looked into his eyes and put her arms around his neck before she pulled his head closer and kissed his lips. After some moments she broke the kiss and looked him deep in the eyes. He looked back at hers and his face heat up a bit. "Y/N?" "Hm?" "I love you!"
He really said it. She was a bit surprised by his words but then she felt how her heart started to beat faster. "I-I love you, Yoongi!" She said it. Yes she said it and she meant what she said, she really did.