Protector || Min Yoongi ff ||

Chapter 6

She stood some days at Yoongi's flat and they just enjoyed the time together and they became really close to each other. It was almost two weeks ago that Yoongi saved her from Jackson and after that night they spent almost everyday together. Sometimes she went home between the days and she heard nothing from Jackson since he stood in front of her flat which made her feel much better so she could sleep in her flat alone after the days she spent at Yoongi's. He told her some more things which made her feel stronger relating to Jackson and she was very happy that Yoongi became more and more important to her.
After some days she was going back home to her flat and first looked through her post. There was nothing special but one letter with only her name on it so she went to her living room and had an idea who send her this letter. She sat down on the couch and took a deep breath before she opened the envelope. She took out the paper and opened it. Lots of money fell out and she then exactly knew who send it to her. Of course it could only be Jackson but she read the letter. 'Do what you want with the money. It's the least I can give you back. I know you don't want to hear that but i'm really sorry for what I did and I want to explain so if you change your mind one day let me know and i'll tell you everything. I'm a different person now and what I did that night wasn't me. I was drunk and I am lost. You know? I am lost in this world without you and I wish you could forgive me. You were the love of my life and you are still whatever I did in the past. I love you Y/N! I love you more than I love myself and than I could love any other person. If you want I can be yours, Jackson...' What the fuck? She put the letter on the table and collected the money from the floor. He gave her all the money back. After almost two years. Well at least he didn't come here again. She'll never forgive him. She just couldn't. He could say what he wanted but he was dead for her. She didn't even cry at the letter because she didn't believe one single word and if she wouldn't need the money she wouldn't have kept it but she is not one of the rich people so she was thankful although she felt disgusted by keeping the money. After reading the letter she didn't really know what to do now so she decided to do nothing at first and then went to her bedroom and took a nap.
She just looks around and rolls her eyes. Drunk people everywhere and only loud music. Hoseok's parties are usually good but this day she just isn't in the mood. She doesn't know all the people there and to be honest she doesn't want to know all of those people. So she is just sitting there looking around and drinking her juice. And then her eyes meet two eyes that were glancing at hers but she doesn't feel uncomfortable or something. This guy is smiling in a nice way. He is talking to a friend so she just looks away and decides to go outside. Fresh air rushing through her hair and the silence is calming her down. She went to her favourite place in Hoseok's garden when she is at one of his parties and sits down on the big hollywood swing. "Is this place free?", a person suddenly asked and she looked at the person next to her.
She sat up in shook and rubbed her head. "God why is this man even in my dream?" Then she took her phone to distrac herself from everything and looked at the time. She stared at her phone and realized that she slept until the next morning. After she rolled around in bed she yawned before stood up to make some breakfast and after that she went to the bathroom to take a bath. She needed this and turned on some music and enjoyed the hot water while she sang along with the music Then the music stopped and her phone rang instead. "Hello?", she said a bit confused. "Yo are you at home?", Yoongi asked. "Yeah why?" "Well why don't you open your door then? You asked me to come over today before you left yesterday so how long do I have to stand here?", he asked and laughed. "Omg Yoongi I'm sorry. Give me a second I'll be right there.", she said laughing and hung up. She put a towel around her body and went to open the door. "Oh...Uhmm-do I disturb you or?" "No haha I was just having a bath and I totally forgot that you wanted to come over, sorry for that.", she said and told him to wait in the living room while she got dressed. As she came back Yoongi sat on the couch and hold a piece of paper in his hand. "You found it?", she asked and looked at Yoongi. "Why didn't you tell me about this letter?", he asked and looked at her eyes. "I'm sorry...", she said and looked down at her hands. "Hey I don't judge you. I'm not mad or something I just thought you were scared again or sad or something.", he said and lifted her chin up. "No, I was just annoyed. He doesn't want to understand but at least he gave me my money back... Well I need it so... I became stronger relating to him so I just went to sleep. But-I dreamed about the first time I met him. God that dream was so strange.", she said and looked at Yoongi. "Maybe this dream should show you that he is still the same asshole he was back then, although he says something different.", he said and shrugged his shoulders. "I thought the same. Well I'm not afraid of him anymore and I think that is very good." Yoongi looked into her eyes and she looked into his for a moment and they both just said nothing. His stomach tingled and this not for the first time he was with her. Suddenly she sneezed which made Yoongi laugh out loud and she took a pillow and threw it directly at his face. He shook his head and said that this was a bad idea. She jumped up and ran away to her bathroom and locked the door before he could reach her. While she waited she laughed a bit and as she was sure that Yoongi was away from the door she opened it quietly and then went along the hall. Before she could reach the living room Yoongi spun her around and pushed her against the wall with a pillow in her face. She took the pillow away from her face and saw Yoongi standing in front of her and found herself in between his arms. Well yes she definitely lost this game. He smirked at her and she noticed him looking down at her lips but looked back to her eyes quickly and he did nothing. "You better not try this again little girl.", he said and looked deep into her eyes. "Or what Min Yoongi? Will you kill me?", she asked and stack her tongue out. "Who knows...You better not be such a naughty girl again.", he said and raised an eyebrow up with smirk on his lips. "You know that I'm not scared of you?", she said and crossed her arms while her eyes never left his gaze. "Well and this is why you always scream when I scare you?", he asked. "This is not because of you okay? You aren't as scary as you think.", she said smiling and got out of his arms. "What ever...", he said and followed her laughing.