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Chapter 27: My Life Story

-AFTER ABOUT ONE YEAR HAS PASSED SINCE THEY BROKE UP-

IAN'S P.O.V.

I want to break up with Matt so badly...but I don't want to break his heart...you know what I mean? He's a great guy and all...but I just don't love him. I tried convincing myself that I did, but I stopped when I realized what it was like to date Anthony. I didn't have to convince myself that I love him. Anthony...That's another reason I want to break up with him. I still love Anthony. No matter if he doesn't love me back, I love everything about him. Even if he yells at me. I miss our cuddle sessions and when he would comfort me no matter how stupid my fear is. I miss being able to bury my face into his chest and press a kiss to it here and there. That's it. I'm going to make Anthony fall in love with me again. But the problem is I need to break up with Matt first, but I'll feel bad if I do! I don't just want to stomp all over his heart. Do it for Anthony. Do it for Anthony. I keep repeating those words in my head over and over. I feel my phone vibrate so I take it out of my pocket. It reads: "Hey baby! Im having a party 2night. see u there?" Ugh. I hate parties so much. You remember what happened last time? It didn't go well. Anthony's the only one who knows my hatred for alcohol and why. Okay...maybe this is my chance to break up with him before it goes too far.

-THE NEXT MORNING AFTER THE PARTY-

I couldn't do it. I just couldn't do it! Matt was tipsy, but he didn't go too far. Sadly, even though he was only tipsy, it scared me so I went home earlier. Only to have my heart melt...I guess you should find out why...

PAST IAN'S P.O.V.

I park in the garage and walk inside to see Anthony sitting on the couch, watching something. "Ian?" He questions. "I thought you were staying over at Matt's after the party?" Anthony mumbles. "You were right. I shouldn't have gone," I admit, walking over to the couch. Anthony told me that I shouldn't go, due to you know...beer and stuff...but I wanted to break up with Matt. But I couldn't bring myself to do it. Anthony stays silent. He doesn't even say a "I told you so." He just nods and continues watching what he's watching. "Mind if I join you?" I ask. Anthony moves over so there is enough room for me on the couch. I sit down next to him. "It's kinda late...why are you still up?" I ask, curiously. Anthony shrugs before putting his arm around my shoulders. My cheeks go pink and then put my head on his shoulder, hesitantly. It's been a while since I've put my head there. Ever since we broke up...Anthony lets out a small chuckle. "You can put your head there, I don't mind." Wait...this feels like déjà vu. (A/N Anyone remember? Anyone? At all? No? ...okay.) I relax and let my eyelids fall.

PRESENT IAN'S P.O.V.

The entire time, my heart was melting and my brain couldn't function properly. I fell asleep that night and woke up this morning with Anthony's head on top of mine. Why do I feel like that has happened before? ...Anyways, I remember what it use to be like having a crush on Anthony, and now I can re-live it. It's not very fun, I can tell you that much. Do you ever like...well...more like love someone you know will never love you back? Because right now, that's my life story.

(A/N) A Day in the Life of Me:

Me: *reading your comments from last chapter* Aww, you guys are cuties! I want to reply to every single comment! But...*falls to my knees* HOW DO I DO THAT WITHOUT COMING OFF AS A RUDE UGLY INSECURE SOCIALLY-AWKWARD POTATO WITH NO LIFE WHO IS CRYING OVER MEN WHO AREN'T KISSING *starts hyperventilating*

*stops hyperventilating* Oh wait... I am a rude ugly insecure socially-awkward potato with no life who is crying over men who aren't kissing. Well shit.

End of "A Day in the Life of Me"

What I wanted to call the chapter: DAMMIT. PLEASE TELL ME SOMEONE GOT MY REFERENCE TO "High School" PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.